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If we all thought my wrist issues were bad once, I just got diagnosed with wear and tear to my right hip at 26 :///

When you try to update Mundane and it doesnt even allow you to open a new part to paste it in an publish it...

Having beef with my GP month 8... for him to figure out my vit D and finally asking for a referral, which he discussed I could request if I wanted it but now I asked for it is being difficult about it. When I have listed a reasons then and again now. A list with reasons that are seriously valid for health concerns and him just dismissing it. So I shot my last try by bringing up my ED maybe defecting something because I've been struggling to maintain Vit D since 2018, a year post ED and had an insane shortage since, collapsed once because of it, can't even maintain it seeing sun AND a huge dose of it vs ppl around me being on it for 2 months ad adding 50-70 to their original numbers around 30s and me still being stuck on one 15 higher than the 30 I was on in November and dripping... Worst is I have my own concern, my family getting sus at this point after years, my physiotherapist who listed reasons of concern AND my mothers MS specialist she had nearly all her life raising concern... but a guy who has a quarter the knowledge of a specialist being difficult while too it being MY money if I wanted to see a specialist because that's a bill I'd have to pay so wtf (tbfh had beef with him longer than that because he used my ED past and fibriomalgia diagnosis against me for 7 years on even fucking sprains or a lung infection btw out of the 8 years it's been lol) 

Tryong to make a comeback here again. Work is trying ro destroy me, had a two week vacay and already need another one day back at work. My health still sucks and no one has solutions to fix my chronic vit d shortage that not even the strongest pills seem to fix after years among other issues. The world is collapsing tbfh with how stuff is. And you know how bad the situation in the cali is when your grandma who was born right after the war, and my pops who was born in it (barely survived it due to starvation) and was a massive ww2 buff and both having siblings who were old enough to tell stories and witness it and parents who lived it, says what the cheeto is doing is exactly what the austrian painter did. That on top of everything happening in g za. I'm broken for something I can't fix and fearing for friends in the US at the rate things is going. What the f is this world the past 5 years man.

This concussion is merciless Holy f

We already knew the fuckers the company I work for is and has been the past 2 years particularly. But they deadass just backstabbed me by opening the assistent manager for job seekers despite me doing all that shit as assistent and manager *since we dont have one atp* and having been promised I'm going to be assistent LOOOOL

Can y'all cross or pray for me, whichever works for you, this Saturday. I'm hella anxious since the venue next to where I'm  going to a concert to go an terr0r threat last week but the venue I'm going to attached to it hasn't mentioned a single thing. Lowkey scared but also just hoping nothing happens. Would really appreciate if someone hoped some safety my way 
          
          My sister stressing about my safety stresses me out so much more, and I get her but can we just hope for the best?!

Trying to be active on wp insta again, pls drop yours here if you have any!

Mundane | FS got updated but it might by my worst chapter yet. Anyways, excited to write some Commons for the next one 

I need life to chill tf down and give me a break to write before I lose my mind trying to write and everything (mostly work even when im off for 1 or 2 days) around me claiming that time instead