Be sad. Be depressed. Be suicidal. Go to therapy for it. You won't get better. No matter what people tell you, it's not going to get better. Most peopled don't understand how we feel. They think we can get better because they don't know how it feels. Surround yourself with the right people. Try to ignore it. It's always going to come back. Depression and suicidal thoughts are always in the background. It can be okay. But it won't go away. Ever. Even if you think it's gone, it's not. Nothing stops depression. Not even the happiest day on earth. I thought I was happy. But I thought wrong. I also did the wrong things. I take the lyrics I got sunshine in a bag as a metaphor. The sunshine is my happiness and my mind without depression. It's in a bag that can't be opened. Do you know how I feel? Can you relate to what I wrote on this post? Repost if you agree.