rem <3

Literally everytime I wake up these past few days, I'm pissed

I remember the days in which my account was popular and people responded to me. 
          
          
          Then I went offline for a long time. 
          
          And everyone I used to know is gone. 
          
          And now I'm practically alone on here

Not that anyone is looking, but I really need someone to talk to right now

why can't my brain handle being alone?

dear brain, 
          
          stop fucking reminding me of my mistakes. stop making me feel like a mistake. please. 
          
          sincerely, 
          rem

For preface, I project a lot of my characters into songs and I envision if that character was in the song, through like, a music video. Sometimes, I've noticed my slightly insane side likes to be projected into said songs. 
          
          So with that, 
          
          I love how today, when I listen to Five Finger Death Punch, my insane side shows

I feel the rage bubbling up inside of me
          
          To the point where I'm shaking
          
          
          (Deleted the last one, due to typos)

I'm in the process of writing a (hopefully, should be) 2000+ word oneshot y'all- 
          
          
          Be proud of me; my chapters average 600 words- 
          
          Because I'm a short author, but this idea is supposed to be super long, and I'm trying to get better at my writing length

I love how my notifications have been behind for the past few days now

Please respect my opinion
          
          There was this ad for the talkie ai shit and it was like "after 15 days: I love you! Let's be together!!" 
          
          Personally, love takes longer than 2 weeks. It takes more like at least 4 months. 
          
          Thoughts?