theauntyinme

People told me to go back to my country without shame, I'm mixed ethnicity. Learned to hide it. Forgot my own native language and neglected my culture, even took a western name. I recently went "back to my country" and while feeling a bit out of place, I felt at home. And I'm deeply ashamed of ever speaking negatively about my own heritage, my own roots and my own people and resenting my own blood, even if it was due to discrimination. I feel empty every time I come back. I never wanted to be back. So if another Karen tells me to go back I'll tell her to report me so I'll get deported. I don't even care anymore. I'm so damn depressed rn. 

Good morning. I spontaneously decided to make a sequel to the Milkman FF, since the nightmare mode is giving me a lot of new room for creativity as a basement Wattpad author who likes love triangles and rather dark metaphors. 
          
          The sequel will metaphorically touch several topics related to mental health and psychology. And we will see. I have several inspiration sources again, even more than in the first part. Have fun reading, aunty is trying her best here

I just finished your milkman story and OH MY GOD YOU DIDNT- I know that little secret that you’re hiding in there- You better be writing another book, Istg!  (just a suggestion)
          
          
          In all reality, I really liked the book and it was very well written. I just CANNOT BELIEVE THAT ENDING!!! 
          
          Please write another book to it, I BEG OF YOU! 
          
          (Take your time, ofc, but just know that you have a devoted follower if you decide to write it!)

People always associate mental hospital with an asylum or something negative. But tbh I'm having the time of my life here

Currently in mental hospital, I will write 2-3 more chapters and an epilogue and the milkman fanfic will be finished within the next 3 weeks, I can't promise it though.
          
          The project was fun and the first time I have done something like this. And maybe more will come
          
          Mental health clinic is very kind to me to say the least. I get the help I need and deserve and there's so many amazing people, staff, doctors, nurses and the other patients. I'm in good hands, finally. After years of being invalidated and discriminated against by the healthcare system.

I use various Tiktok edits and fanart as an inspiration source for my Milkman fanfic. I don't even think or plan much, I just write everything off my chest. For the "You are in danger" chapter I was heavily inspired by multiple edits, some of them are even pretty famous. The game is pretty new, not even fully finished but I grew very fond of the community in general
          
          The next chapter will lean into a more horror and disturbing side, let's see how many more chapters are to come, I have a plan on how the ending looks like, but everything else is up to wherever the heck my own ideas go while I'm writing. I can surely say I'm having fun over here

It started off as a silly fanfiction project, now I'm creating fanart dedicated to my own work, and ofc the work of the original creators of that's not my neighbour. Let's have all the cool things come together for no goddamn reason(which is a very valid reason btw) I'm working on a book cover right now, drawing it myself. I will release it tomorrow, and 2 whole chapters. One of them will be spicy, but not too much... not yet. Hilarious considering I wrote that sht while I was in church. 
          One of those chapters is the longest so far, thank you for waiting! 

2 new chapters and a new proper book cover drop on tuesday, after the holidays are over♡

I haven't used Wattpad in many years. This is the first time publishing a story in English for me. I'm no professional. My work isn't perfect but I really enjoy doing it. I appreciate any support, I'm having so much fun with this and I love it so much when someone has fun as well. I'm currently hospitalized and writing stories, even if they're imperfect, heals something in me. Weeeeeee