"Everyone at some point in their lives wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent nights sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a lifeless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way too." -Lemony Snicket 
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I'm just an average teenage girl who enjoys sleeping and spinning flags (both totally unrelated). It's 2020 and it took me an entire year to realize I had spelled a word wrong on this about...don't judge me.
If you or someone you know suffers from mental illness or just feels like they need someone to talk to, Please know that there are resources and people out there who can help. 
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-8255
Addiction Hotline: 877-226-3111
Eating Disorder Hotline: 844-228-2962
Self Harm Hotline: 877-455-0628
Depression Hotline: 888-640-5174