thebolterxx

Timothee Chalamet has officially lost his “é”

thebolterxx

Yesterday before bed I begged the universe, any god and any being that heard me for a sign of you, so I’d know you still love me and that that wasn’t the end.
          At night I woke up a couple of times and checked my phone every time. Once there was a message. A snap from you. One of those you sent everyone.
          When I woke up in the morning I was sad. Because you didn’t text or call me to say you’re sorry. I thought the universe was telling me it was over. But then I remembered the round snap you sent me. Probably not intentionally for me but that wasn’t what I asked the universe for. I asked it for a message of you. No matter which.
          So I guess I got my sign. And now I’ll keep praying and waiting for the message that will start our relationship again. And maybe next time we can actually make it right. And maybe that time we’ll sit in our London flat and do the dishes and taxes together.

thebolterxx

The bench in the fields where we sat on our first date is still the same although we aren’t anymore.
          I sometimes walk the route we used to take and sit on that bench just to pretend you’re still next to me. While I talk into the air, the birds and wind answer for you. We have conversations you have no idea about. You’ve apologised plenty of times and we’re back together. I’ve never been happier.
          The only bad thing is, that that’s only real on the 30 minute walk through the forest and the 15 minute break on the bench.

thebolterxx

Hey y’all it’s been a while.
          I’m sorry that I didn’t update my story “timeless” anymore. I just honestly grew out of it. I decided to delete it, as I don’t associate with it anymore. I still write and still want to share it with you. So I’m gonna post soon again. But this time about other fandoms, such as the hunger games, stranger things, pretty little liars, etc. I’ll mostly write about ships like Byler, Spoby, Henderhop and more. I’m super excited already!!
          I also started posting on Ao3, so check that out! (My account is in my bio)
          I don’t know when I’ll post yet but it’s going to be soon! See ya!!!!