theCabbageMerchant11

hi so my tumblr got "dissassoicted" and theyre telling me to reinstall it for days but its not working thats why its been so long im trying to open but i cant and wattpad doesn't work in msging so hi :(

Right so, I'm not sure if i'll finish my stories. I do want to, i'm just out of ideas for most part and lost a lot of motivation to work on them and such.
          If anyone wants to adopt a story I am putting that option out there!
          I hope i'll get inspired to at least finish the stories somewhat, bring them to some kind of finishing point, but i don't want people to be holding out too much hope.
          I'm very sorry and I'll try my best for the future.
          -Opaz

Okay i know it's been a really really long time since i last updated anything and please believe me when I say that i do want to finish my atla fanfics! 
          I've had a lot going on with school and lots of things happened and i forgot at wattpad for a while since i started reading on ao3 but I will try to update at least once soon!
          -Opaz

Happy New Year!

Late Merry Christmas to everyone!
          Have a blessed time!

just witnessed a HUGE storm that broke a bit of the giant oak tree in front of our house. I hate storms.

Hi! Is this private messaging?

Argh so,
          everythings wierd since I realized I'm non-binary genderfluid and my dysphoria is heaping up and we watched a film in class and a chracter was having a panic attack which led to me almost having a panic attack and everything in my body aches and I don't know why.
          I feel kinda dead? Like, does me breathing really prove that I'm alive?
          A big spider just walked by on the wall and I killed it all by myself and yuck it's summer and it's too damn warm all the time
          can someone please adopt me? I want parents that don't make homophobic and transphobic comments every chance they get

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!!
          HAVE GAYKE!!!!
          *throws gayke around*

So the last two days I've been helping at a sports fest and I was at a station for throwing and had to write down how far the girls threw.
          So on one of the lists with names was one girl but the person who corresponded to the name looked male so after I filled everything in I went to ask if they were male, female or anything else.
          They responded with: officially female, inofficially male, meaning that the list I had was the deadname.
          I high-fived him and responded with officially female, inofficially non-binary. He tole me "nice"
          It was a wholesome moment that made me very happy :)
          His class also seemed really supportive.
          Although one guy who heard our conversation called out "I'm officially normal" so I'm not sure about him.