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Hey girl! You may not remember me but I used to chat if you on Discord. Wanted to stop by and say hi! Also had no clue you were a 1D fan!

manifesting Speak Now (taylors version)

If HE wont be, Karma is my boyfriend

tried explaining why if theres no 1D reunion now then there'll never be one to my mother
          she was like
          idc and how does liam posting, louis tweeting, niall nialling and zayn being MIA say 1D reunion to you
          and i was like
          interesting question

Wattpad is so dead
          am i the only believer 
          theres nothing happening here
          i hope you feel what im feeling too

MY DANIEL THRASHER FANFIC IS OUT @in_lovewith_lou
          if anyone else wants to read it, go for it
          If u havent already subscribed to him
          how in the heck?

Okay so I'm thinking of writing a fanfic about Daniel Thrasher
          so just so i know that anyone will even read it...
          Who is subscribed to Daniel Thrasher?
          Does anyone here like him
          except with @in_lovewith_lou

There's barely an fanfic about Daniel Thrasher
          It's so hard to find anything
          My underrated king
          He may have a load of  subscribers but he deserves so much more

Little Insecurities-A Poem By Me ;)
          Saying I'm not hungry
          Just been having a bellyache lately
          Hoping I'm getting thinner
          But secretly
          Feeling scrutinized more and more by society
          
          Watching some guy and his girl
          In their own quaint world
          Never felt more alone
          
          And it feels like everybody is staring
          And they're laughing
          I think that's why my mom told me 
          never to walk next to her
          Cause then everybody would see
          That I was her girl
          
          I smile sometimes with my teeth
          In front of the mirror, just to see
          Never been as disappointed before
          I even cried
          And hit my head against the wall
          
          Laughing with my friend, who just wants to be friends
          Realizing my laugh makes me sound retarded
          Try not to laugh in public
          Cause then my mom will tell me to stop
          But only when we're alone
          
          Not allowed to get plastic surgery
          Maybe no one else gets
          That I need it badly
          Just want to fix the mess I was born with
          So people can look at me in the eye
          
          And say I'm pretty
          Maybe even beautiful
          Maybe even stay a little longer
          Just to watch me smile
          With all my front teeth
          And when I'd laugh
          They'd say I'm an angel
          And maybe the guy I loved would love me
          
          Why do I waste my time dreaming?
          Maybe because I'm so desperate
          When I express myself
          Everyone thinks I want attention
          I just realized
          Even the closest friends I have used throw knives at my back
          Backstabbers, so many of them
          And I'm always the stupid target
          Cause I'll swoon if anyone wants to be my friend
          Maybe my problem with people could be fixed if I was prettier
          Maybe I wouldn't have to be rude to cover up how insecure I feel
          I want to trust everyone
          But God knows I can't
          It's just little insecurities
          I hope someone
          Just one person will get it
          And cry while reading this
          The way I cried while writing this

Something I wanna say to somebody:
          How am I supposed to pretend that I
          Haven't loved you since
          The moment we met
          You never rejected me
          But that's only because
          I never opened my freaking mouth
          Wait, I did
          I told you once and I told you again
          But I made it sound like I'd never need you again
          But I want you so bad
          Almost dated somebody else
          Almost sold myself
          Like I was worth nothing
          Would've drowned you out for some random guy
          But then everything had to become so twisted
          I had to leave him
          Now I'm stuck to think about what could have been
          I'm alone nowadays and the ice is so thin
          It could crack any minute
          I could go under any second
          I could kill myself
          If I didn't know better
          I'd kill myself
          But who'd attend my funeral?
          You would
          You'd shed a couple tears and continue to stalk that other girl
          It's so funny, I was beside you for ages
          But you never even took a second glance
          It's hilarious, so funny I could die
          How the minute I left you trailed behind that other girl
          Your lies