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Studying to get my GED hells yeeeah!!!

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I don’t know if anyone will see this, but I just recently got diagnosed with ptsd and I’m not really doing well with this fact. I also have bpd & a number of other mental health problems and I am losing hope, I’m so tired of hoping for a better outcome, I’m tired of hoping to get better and believing that I can get better. I’m sick of being sick, I’m sick of feeling so upset all the time to the point where my chest hurts and I feel like I’m dying or going to explode. God sometimes dealing with my mental illnesses makes me feel like I’m gonna die. I’m tired I don’t want to do this anymore.

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I will be writing nsfw (adult) content in my new book but I feel like that goes without saying. But with that being said if you are not over the age of eighteen please don’t read my books or interact with me personally. You will be blocked. I can’t stop you from reading my book, I don’t have control over that. But if you are underage I will block you if you interact. I really mean it when I say “minors DNI”. (Mind you I am a 26 year old woman who writes adult fiction for adults.) so please do not interact.

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I have willingly poured my heart out to so many people in my life who have just taken advantage of me and it has caused me a lot of pain. Why do I give my all to everyone else around me and why do I continue to do it until I’m burnt out and let the nothingness and the numbness consume me? What if I don’t leave enough of that kind of love for myself and that’s why I feel so much pain? If there was a deeper word for “depression” I’d use it because depression is a weak description compared to what I feel.