reckless soul

Happy new year y'all. Late ik but it's better then nothing.

I need some serious advise. Help?

I know people tell me to stay strong  and all this other shit but I cant.... I just can't... I just give up in my pathetic life.  Not that I expect any of u guys to care but... Yeah.... 

Black for hunting threw the night 
          For death and mourning the color is white 
          Gold for a bride in her wedding gown
          And red to call enchantment down. 
          White silk when our bodies burn
          Blue banners when the lost return 
          Flame for the birth of a nephilim 
          And to wash away our sins
          Grey for knowledge best untold
          Bone for those who don't grow old 
          Saffron lights the victory March 
          Green will mend our broken hearts
          Silver foe the demon towers
          And Bronze to summon wicked powers. 
          

If y'all want to judge me for who I am then go ahead because I'm not perfect. I had a shitty life and I still do. I been beaten ,hurt, bullied u name it it has happened to me but here I am trying to make a difference in my life trying to prove to people that I'm a person just like you. Everyone is different so why must u judge them. I'm tired of being judged and Hurt when they don't even know me. Let alone even try to get to know me. I'm a small person holding up what I call a world. What I wake up to every day. I'm still bullied and I cry a lot because of it. And I know for a damn fact that I am strong and I know I will get threw it but only if I get help because even though I am strong doesn't mean I'm not struggling on the inside. 

I'm so tired of crying right now. I wish I could stop crying....

I'm being dead ass serious right now. It's so ducking bored on this account does anyone and I mean anyone want to join? 

Is it just me, or is the Creepypasta fandom growing again?

Bristol is no longer on this account because I fucked up like always. 

It's boring with only two people on a shared account... Who wants to join??  Open invitation