thedambestbluecookie

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/r6dkXQu3wd8
          	
          	I'm proud of Jungwon for speaking out so clearly, but I honestly don't know if I can still be an engene after this... it's not that I don't support their choices, but just that it's hurting me too much. atp being an engene and trying to support them is synonymous to pain to me. as I'm typing this, my chest feels constricted, and my heart rate is much higher than it should be.
          	
          	I know there will be people out there who will say "the staff forced him to say it", and a tiny part of me is holding on to that hope, but idk...
          	
          	it hurts that I joined the fandom not too long ago (a few weeks after desire:unleash), and that I missed so much of their journey as seven. just a few months after my first comeback with them, all this happened.
          	
          	I'll always keep a place for them in my heart
          	I'll always be OT7
          	but just maybe not actively
          	
          	idk I'll see how it goes

-BowInHands-

@thedambestbluecookie skz is a great group, I think you’ll enjoy them
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thedambestbluecookie

@-BowInHands- see, I told myself that I was boycotting, but it was simply the fact that it hurt to see ot6 media... hybe groups are still my favorite though ToT. when I first started "boycotting" I tried watching other kpop groups to get my mind off enha, but the only ones I was actually interested in were hybe groups, so it was so hard to actually boycott... rn its SKZ Code that's keeping me in kpop, and I hope I can learn to love the group, since they seem so fun.
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-BowInHands-

@thedambestbluecookie yeah I lost interest in most hybe groups, im boycotting anyway so like what does it matter
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thedambestbluecookie

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/r6dkXQu3wd8
          
          I'm proud of Jungwon for speaking out so clearly, but I honestly don't know if I can still be an engene after this... it's not that I don't support their choices, but just that it's hurting me too much. atp being an engene and trying to support them is synonymous to pain to me. as I'm typing this, my chest feels constricted, and my heart rate is much higher than it should be.
          
          I know there will be people out there who will say "the staff forced him to say it", and a tiny part of me is holding on to that hope, but idk...
          
          it hurts that I joined the fandom not too long ago (a few weeks after desire:unleash), and that I missed so much of their journey as seven. just a few months after my first comeback with them, all this happened.
          
          I'll always keep a place for them in my heart
          I'll always be OT7
          but just maybe not actively
          
          idk I'll see how it goes

-BowInHands-

@thedambestbluecookie skz is a great group, I think you’ll enjoy them
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thedambestbluecookie

@-BowInHands- see, I told myself that I was boycotting, but it was simply the fact that it hurt to see ot6 media... hybe groups are still my favorite though ToT. when I first started "boycotting" I tried watching other kpop groups to get my mind off enha, but the only ones I was actually interested in were hybe groups, so it was so hard to actually boycott... rn its SKZ Code that's keeping me in kpop, and I hope I can learn to love the group, since they seem so fun.
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-BowInHands-

@thedambestbluecookie yeah I lost interest in most hybe groups, im boycotting anyway so like what does it matter
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thedambestbluecookie

"do you get deja vu?"
          but its me scrolling through Stray Kid's "SKZ Code" Playlist to get to the episode I left off on so I can continue watching the series, getting to know the members, and watching them grow throughout the years
          ...
          less than a year ago, I was doing the same thing with En-O'Clock

-BowInHands-

@thedambestbluecookie ToT
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thedambestbluecookie

I think the effects of heepression are starting to show themselves bc I just "failed" a test
          like its not below 65 but its still really bad compared to my other scores
          first time ive cried over grades, and first time I've cried since 3/10
          :(

-BowInHands-

@thedambestbluecookie it’s crazy what these type of things do to people. I really hope you get better, heepression is a serious issue
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thedambestbluecookie

the enhypen yt banner and their weverse banner and pfps all changed...

Kacchan_Pomeranian

@thedambestbluecookie Ik it’s crazy ToT  
            Fr tho, I’ll be counting for 7 forever..
            But lowk, I think especially since the crimes are being uncovered (at least I saw that they were) that he’ll come back hopefully
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thedambestbluecookie

@Kacchan_Pomeranian same... also apparently they're already putting 2027 tickets on presale?? they're just trying to distract us (and its lowkey working bc it really feels like there's no way back...)
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Kacchan_Pomeranian

@thedambestbluecookie still counting for 7 btw ToT
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