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Hey guys...I'm still alive (and breathing). It's been like more than a month since I've became active on Wattpad and I have a lot of things to say. First of all, my depression got bad like REALLY bad way back in December. There were times where I couldn't go to sleep because I was crying all night. There were times where i didn't want to go out with my family because I felt weak and vulnerable so instead, i chose to lay in my bed all day long and staring into wide space of shit. There were times where I didn't wanna go to school since im afraid that people would judge me and bash me for all the things i do. I didn't want to talk with anybody else so I basically deactivated ALL my social media accounts including Wattpad. I took a break and gave myself some space. With the regular appointments with my doctor, i somehow felt a weight get pulled down my chest. My whole family strived to make me happy and I was so thankful that they gave importance to my suffering on depression. BUT side note.....I'M OKAY NOW. I'M BACK ON TRACK AGAIN. The story is too long to tell (maybe longer than this) but who gives a shit? If you experience depression like me, make sure to tell your family abt it bcoz im pretty sure they'd understand.
