thedesignateddreamer

Just done a holiday zombies collab with the #screwsleepcircle
          	
          	Check em out:
          	
          	http://kokinu09.tumblr.com/post/181210030280/th-screw-sleep-circles-holiday-collection-2018
          	
          	PS: sorry I only did the one day, had lots of college stuff to do
          	PPS: To learn more about the Half-Z's, look for the tag(s) on my Tumblr page and find my idea and "Which OC" posts

thedesignateddreamer

Look, I'm sorry ok.
          
          I know you want more chapters, and more than anything I want to give them to you. To see every comment, every vote, every word of praise makes me want to cry with happiness.
          
          Its just...sometimes things just seem too much for me, then I go and make it worse by giving myself more work to complete and more deadlines to meet. I've just started college and even though I don't get much homework, I just feel drained after every day, trying to adjust to this new routine. I am writing Chapter 10 and have plans all the way up to chapter 14, but I still just keep going blank. I am also writing some other stuff that will come in due time and I still can't even seem to get that done. I keep making you all empty promises that are never fulfilled, as much as you all want me to. And on top of it all, I've gone and planned to make a YouTube channel about the beta of the new PS4 game Dreams as soon as its released. I don't know why I keep doing this to myself, I just keep wanting peoples praise and lapping up the euphoria like an addict.
          
          And I just want to know how to write again, I want to know how to make you all happy, I want to know how not to hate myself every day for not doing anything g when I clearly have all the time in the world.
          
          I'm just...really, really sorry. If I try hard enough, maybe everything will be done by next month but I just
          
          don't know anymore
          
          sorry

Kokinu09

Oh my gosh girl!  you’re gonna make me cry for reals!! Don’t beat yourself up! You’re doing a great job! I’m going through the writer’s drought right now, and I know completely how you feel.. yes people’s praise is great, but you have to put yourself first. You are more important than the stories or side projects or even school. You are what’s important! Don’t stress out!   Just know you’re doing great and I’ll still be here supporting you as a good zom friend! 
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IndysBoomerang

@Geekgirl268 look, writing is hard. Sometimes the words to a story just come pouring out and sometimes they dont. Writing isn’t easy most of the time, even when you really love it. No one should make you feel like you’re supposed to finish anything especially when real life needs you there. Focus on real life and schoolwork first, we all know it’s more important. If you have a chance just take your story slow and write a line or so in a notes app whenever you think of something, it’s not worth draining all your energy into writing when you have a lot more things going on. I know how amazing it is to get praise for your work and when you don’t get any because you aren’t updating, it sucks, but the awesome people will still be there waiting when you update. Don’t try to overwork yourself just for a one word comment that just says ‘MORE’ or ‘UPDATE’. Just take it slow and don’t make promises to anyone but yourself, otherwise you’re going to end up promising more than you can make happen.
            Just take it easy.
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cowgirlzeddison

If you were killed I would not be at your funeral. I would be in jail for killing the person who killed you. We are true friends we ride together we die together. Send this message to everyone you care about. I want you to know you are an amazing friend till death and forever. Once you read this you must send to at least 15 people including me. If you get at least 3 back you know you are greatly loved. No one knows how important something is until they lose it. At midnight the person you love will realize they love you. At 1 o'clock/ 2 o'clock pm get ready for the shock of your life! If you break this chain you will have bad luck for a year. If you don't you will turn ugly in a year. //just kidding not for reals. Tomorrow 2 people will ask for your number. Send this message to everyone you care about or else you will have bad luck for a year.

thedesignateddreamer

I’ve done all my homework and I also get Monday off so I really want to finish writing chapter 10. If you guys could send me encouragements or your own ideas it would really help

cowgirlzeddison

@Geekgirl268 Impossible is such a great story and I'm looking forward to reading the next part you're a great author! 
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thedesignateddreamer

We made it to 1K guys!!!! So happy about this, thank you to everyone who enjoys Impossible, I will continue but it may be a while before the next update as I’ve just started college

Kokinu09

Great job dear!! I will definitely be waiting for another chapter! 
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thedesignateddreamer

Chapter 9 is finally out!!! Feel free to share your thoughts and reviews. I appreciate the feedback!!!

Kokinu09

@zaddison yes! Please go support my friend!! She’s great!
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