Look, I'm sorry ok.
I know you want more chapters, and more than anything I want to give them to you. To see every comment, every vote, every word of praise makes me want to cry with happiness.
Its just...sometimes things just seem too much for me, then I go and make it worse by giving myself more work to complete and more deadlines to meet. I've just started college and even though I don't get much homework, I just feel drained after every day, trying to adjust to this new routine. I am writing Chapter 10 and have plans all the way up to chapter 14, but I still just keep going blank. I am also writing some other stuff that will come in due time and I still can't even seem to get that done. I keep making you all empty promises that are never fulfilled, as much as you all want me to. And on top of it all, I've gone and planned to make a YouTube channel about the beta of the new PS4 game Dreams as soon as its released. I don't know why I keep doing this to myself, I just keep wanting peoples praise and lapping up the euphoria like an addict.
And I just want to know how to write again, I want to know how to make you all happy, I want to know how not to hate myself every day for not doing anything g when I clearly have all the time in the world.
I'm just...really, really sorry. If I try hard enough, maybe everything will be done by next month but I just
don't know anymore
sorry