guys, what do i even do anymore? (this is a vent btw) i just… feel like whatever im doing is not…… y’know.. enough? i suppose? im just having so much anxiety lately and im not gonna be able to focus on school when it starts, and im just forcing myself to do things, even if im on the brink of tears, i will do anything just to make someone happy, but i haven’t felt happy, in so long, i just don’t know what to do anymore, i was 2 years clean, but today, im 10 minutes clean, but that’s better than nothing, i guess, sorry you had to see this, i just needed someone to talk to about how im doing, cuz im on the verge of killing myself, ok uh bye