thedisgustedrat

Merry Christmas!!! ^-^ <<333

thedisgustedrat

Hello y'all. Ive been really not okay since this week, and i just really want to cry. I really cant keep up with myself since i always overthink about what would happen to myself, to my family, to my passion. Im always anxious about something bad would happen to my life.
          
           Ive tried distracting myself over watching animes, reading books, play games cuz i thought this "feeling" would just go away. But it still doesn't. I cant help but overthink that the only thing that matters to me, my passion, my friends, would go away from the future.
          
          Im really lonely rn, and i want or need someone to talk to, have fun with, and listen to my problems. Idk if im just dramatic, but i really cant help it. I really can't talk to my family members since i know they wouldnt understand. My only bestfriend is the only one i can trust and talk to. Im just really a codependent person.
          
          I feel like i might have mild depression...
          
           anyways, im sorry to anyone ive hurt to. Sorry if i made some harsh mistakes from the past. Sorry if i was such a burden. And im sorry, if i involved anyone to my own problems.
          
           But thank you.. for being there. im still alive because all of yall are here. I really appreciate all of you:))

thedisgustedrat

Its my birthday:D

thedisgustedrat

@thedisgustedrat thank you :'))) sorry if i did something wrong to any of you but i promise i' ll never do it again (ﾟAﾟ;) (´･_･`)anyways, thank you for the greetings, love y'all :D
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Ultimate_weeb_826

@thedisgustedrat HAPPY BIRTHDAY (≡^∇^≡)
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Magenlisha

@thedisgustedrat happy bday bby rat
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thedisgustedrat

Am i the only one who feel sad when books have been abandoned like years ago(2014, 2017,2016) and they still staying there not updated?

thedisgustedrat

@thedisgustedrat true tho. I sometimes think that the author passed away please— TT
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DaichisLeftAsscheek

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@thedisgustedrat especially when the book actually has a great plot and isn't a hot pile of dog shit, that stuff makes me sad when they just abandon it :(
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