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You guys know when you have a boyfriend, then you have a girl best friend? But that girl best friend used to be your ex, but you and her are on good terms. Your girl bestfriend and boyfriend also happen to be pretty close.....you love your boyfriend to bits, but you also miss dating your girl best friend. Whenever they're close...you get super jealous. But never can really understand why.......you're happy that you're boyfriend and best friend get along, but something just feels.....off. And not in a "I think they my boyfriend is cheating with my bff" type way....Just....off. Then you realize you like your girl bff....but also like your boyfriend equally as well. Whenever they hang out around you, you just feel like a massive third wheel....you know that they aren't trying to leave you out on purpose, and are just having fun. Then you finally realize why you're always jealous when they hang out, and then you feel like some sort of control freak. You're jealous because you like them both, but dont like them being close. You like them both, but would HATE to be in a poly relationship. Yeah....me too.....!