theepicrobloxian90

Fun fact about Iran: since Iran is a Muslim country, it means that Thursdays and Fridays are weekends. It's the only good thing about living in this godforsaken country.

coffeeeeechan

@theepicrobloxian90 along with saturday and sunday, or just those two days?
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theepicrobloxian90

Fun fact about Iran: since Iran is a Muslim country, it means that Thursdays and Fridays are weekends. It's the only good thing about living in this godforsaken country.

coffeeeeechan

@theepicrobloxian90 along with saturday and sunday, or just those two days?
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theepicrobloxian90

A 2024 recap of my life
          
          January 2024: Worst month of my life, my mom grounded me from 1 month since december, so I didn't had any internet access until january 31, 2024.
          
          February 2024: My happiness was restored, this was also the month my obsession with vocaloid started to spark, and also when I created my first music playlist ever, I got sick that month so I stayed home.
          
          
          March 2024: Easily the best month of this entire year, I was sick in march so I stayed home, I also got obesssed with lostwave this month, it was just...awesome.
          
          
          April 2024: A pretty good month, it was normal.
          
          
          May 2024: This was the month were I decided to switch to linux (Ubuntu), I used ubuntu until june, it was pretty decent, the only disadvantage was that I can't play roblox because of byfron.
          
          
          June 2024: My birthday month, this was also when I first stumbled upon mesmerizer.
          
          July 2024: My ZZZ Arc begins.
          
          August 2024: For some odd reason, I begin to develop a love for murder drones, it died down a month later, this was also when I started to really get fixated at mesmerizer.
          
          
          September 2024: A decent month
          
          October 2024: It was a normal month, it was when I made my spotify account for the first time.
          
          
          November 2024: It was normal.
          
          
          December 2024: It was a good month, my love for vocaloid grew much bigger.
          
          I hope 2025 will be even better, 2024 was really good, I will miss it.

theepicrobloxian90

I sometimes wonder, how people even get the courage to commit not alive in the first place? When I had extreme depression back in January 2024 (I'm ok now thankfully), I wanted to commit not alive but I didn't had the courage to do so. Which I'm grateful for but I still wonder....
          
          How people even get the courage to commit not alive or cut themselves?

xYamiikawaM1rUx

@theepicrobloxian90 I also wonder how people are not scared to commit not alive :0
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number1_KAngelfan

@theepicrobloxian90 well for me i just have to be driven to do it ig (talking abt cvtting), like I really don’t WANT to, i just do it in that moment that I’m feeling some strong unpleasant emotion bc i feel like it’s the only thing that’s gonna stop the pain, maybe not forever but at least for some time.
            
            it’s not good at all though so i’m glad that you don’t do it.
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theepicrobloxian90

I'm starting to think my parents' parenting is bad.
          
          
          Why? Well, ever since COVID 19, my mom left me on my own on school lessons, since I have ADHD and Asperger's syndrome, I spent my online school days playing Roblox and watching YouTube, she didn't took school seriously up until last year, she still doesn't do so frequently.
          
          
          When she grabs the book to study with me, even the slightest "ugh" from me makes her upset. This morning, I said ugh but then she just throwed the book at me before storming off.
          
          
          Is this considered bad parenting, guys?

number1_KAngelfan

@theepicrobloxian90 idrk how to tell if a parenting style is bad or not, but I still hope that everything will be okay for you soon :((
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theepicrobloxian90

So I recently watched 9 movie and the plot really made me cry, go watch it, it's set in an alternate universe in 1940s and it's about a group of dolls who survive in a post apocalyptic world, the movie came out in 2009 but it's still a masterpiece, go watch it and make your own review here.

theepicrobloxian90

I'm really busy with exams lately, so chapter 3 of act 2 will not come out until the tests end...god how much I hate the iranian education system, it's so flawed.

number1_KAngelfan

@theepicrobloxian90 thats fine!! take your time :3
            
            also im really sorry about the education system there, that must be bad, im so sorry :((
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