seok_me

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i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm so fycking sorry, i keep pushing ppl away idk what the actual fuck i'm doing anymore and i don't know how to fix things, i'm so sorry you don't deserve this i'm such a dumbass please call me a dumbass, be mad at me, yell at me, curse at me, it won't hurt me, i just need it, i need to realize how stupid i've been and come to terms with it