Marcesible Matt

Hey to the people who actually see this and like my writing:
          
          I just published the first part (the description and a teaser) of a new book I've started working on! It's called Crazy (I'm planning to make a series out of it) and it is a boyxboy, fantasy and transgender story all in one!
          I hope that anyone who likes my writing will like it (I don't exactly know when or how I'll publish the actual story) because I'm trying to make it appeal to a bigger group of people than those who are already interested in fantasy + trans + gay stuff. I know this is a really specific theme and I hope that, like I said people who don't look for this specific thing will like this too.
          So if you would read it (and maybe even tell me if you like it) it would really mean the world to me.
          I know it's probably going to flop like all other non-fanfiction stories of mine have but tbh idfc, I still just think if I write something I should put it somewhere where it actually has the chance to be read.

So as all of you should now that Denis left (?) Asking and Danny rejoined but I just wanted to say that I won't stop writing about Brustoff just because of that.
          
          Right now I'm fucked up because I'm shocked and additionally this whole shit's ambiguous af and it doesn't all add up and I'm just internally screaming since that live stream... 
          
          (If anyone wants to text/message about that, message me here or on kik: theghostmyself and please do it because I still don't know how I feel about all of this and I think this will consume my thoughts for a while so It'd be great to have more ppl who I could talk to about this)
          
          It's just I don't know If I believe everything that Ben said, I don't know If I believe anything, anyone in AA ever said about someone leaving/joining and IT JUST REALLY FUCKS ME UP... 
          
          So what I wanted to say is that I don't know If I'll continue writing about Asking. However, the reason is not that Denis is not in Asking anymore, it's that this shit is too ambiguous for me to feel comfortable with just believing everything that was said and supporting/being a fan of them. I'll definitely still enjoy their music (hell I still listen to Heart in Hand beside of what Charlie Holmes did, just because I love their music so fucking much), but I still have to make up my mind if I'll stay in the AA family and keep supporting them ( & continue to write fanfictions about/with AA). I'm going to make that decision based on the statements from every other person who is involved (including Denis) that will be released.

No problem (: you write good stories so I kinda felt obligated to follow you and keep on track with new stories ☺️

So I'm gonna be in Switzerland tomorrow and the next few days bc I'm visiting family and I don't know if I'll have the time to write or the wifi to post something (my data plan only covers Germany) but I'll try to update as often as I can ❤️

Thanks for the follow! Have you read "Undivided" yet? It's the book before "The Black" and I'd suggest reading it before you start reading TB!
          
          ~Bri