@thejasminecoded ik diduuu par kabhi mat sochna ke aap akele ho and uk , u are right ye 6 months they broke me completely, sab dekha maine jo mai pray karti hu ke kabhi kisi ko na dekhna pade , i didn't cry in front of anyone excluding harshit but uske saamne bhi control hi karti thi par mujhe pasta hai ke mai raat me kaise royi hu , i remember my birthday, how i cried cake katne ke baad , how many times i opened the album which had mine and my fathers pics . Mujhe pata hai maine sab cheezo ko kitna miss kia hai , maine unhe kitna miss kia hai but problem ye hai that i can't show the world that