thelastfirstlove

cross yourself 
          	every time you see me
          	i disrupt your beliefs
          	i’m ruining your day 
          	with my dead pale face
          	i don’t care about 
          	you being triggered
          	wild dogs are afraid 
          	both of me and of fire
          	that’s not a coincidence
          	i’m throwing up 
          	right on your marble floor
          	grinning at shadows in the mirror

thelastfirstlove

cross yourself 
          every time you see me
          i disrupt your beliefs
          i’m ruining your day 
          with my dead pale face
          i don’t care about 
          you being triggered
          wild dogs are afraid 
          both of me and of fire
          that’s not a coincidence
          i’m throwing up 
          right on your marble floor
          grinning at shadows in the mirror

thelastfirstlove

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YOONGI CAN STOMP ON MY THROAT LIKE PLEASE 
          
          strictly because i want death not in any way sexual i just want dEATH 
          
          but like D-2 IS FUCKING BOMB LIKE GO THE FUCK OFF???  IM FUCKING—??? AHHH???!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️

thelastfirstlove

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so.. derek died.. 
          
          rest in peace man.. love you so fuckin much. rest well, hope you’re up there rockin the fuck outta the place.. gonna miss you so fuckin much ): ): ❤️❤️
          
          prayers out to your family and the guys.. ronnie especially 

thelastfirstlove

remember that time 
          when i was exhausted 
          and wandering 
          in the depths of despair 
          when I pushed you aside 
          and blamed you for meeting you
          but you stood by my side 
          even if I didn't tell you to
          so don't let go of my hand again
          because I'll never let you go again
          and my birth and my end of life
          you'll watch it all