thelightofdawnn

not used to unkindness, not anymore. they need to treat me right, i deserve. 
          	left the gc, since they were being mean to me. i know i'm moody all the time but i don't regret. my cousin is calling me ' shanaya ' of her class for letting things affect me easily. what do i do? it's better to bugger off the things that don't need your attention and yet are hurting you in one way or another. will still think about it but little less. there are people who love me, genuinely.

thelightofdawnn

the faces they make whenever taking painkillers during periods is mentioned < 
          	  like, girlie! i'm proud of you. 
          	  but, you don't do that. 
          	  majboori hai, hospital jaana pard gaya tha, 
          	  dubaarah nahi jaana chahte.
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thelightofdawnn

can't stand a kid struggling ── motherly instincts kick in! was bullied at the age of four, and a friend of mine as well. he used to be the scared one of us to. i didn't say something either, accepted whatever hassle they threw our way, the seniors. again, what would have a four year old done? but it did stayed back in episodic memory. 
          	  thankfully, maa papa came to know.
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thelightofdawnn

not used to unkindness, not anymore. they need to treat me right, i deserve. 
          left the gc, since they were being mean to me. i know i'm moody all the time but i don't regret. my cousin is calling me ' shanaya ' of her class for letting things affect me easily. what do i do? it's better to bugger off the things that don't need your attention and yet are hurting you in one way or another. will still think about it but little less. there are people who love me, genuinely.

thelightofdawnn

the faces they make whenever taking painkillers during periods is mentioned < 
            like, girlie! i'm proud of you. 
            but, you don't do that. 
            majboori hai, hospital jaana pard gaya tha, 
            dubaarah nahi jaana chahte.
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thelightofdawnn

can't stand a kid struggling ── motherly instincts kick in! was bullied at the age of four, and a friend of mine as well. he used to be the scared one of us to. i didn't say something either, accepted whatever hassle they threw our way, the seniors. again, what would have a four year old done? but it did stayed back in episodic memory. 
            thankfully, maa papa came to know.
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thelightofdawnn

you cry is equals to i cry. i dunno what else to do, not the one to show physical affection by hugging, but one thing i know for sure ─ i'm an emotional fool and a certified crybaby. my family doesn't seem to have a problem with that, whenever something happens ─ they know, it's coming, she's going to cry about it. close friends are family too

thelightofdawnn

har waqt dari dari yun kuchh, aur kyu? bewajah.
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thelightofdawnn

it's okay to be physically weak, have poor eyesight, not tall enough, average in studies. ( no, it's not )
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thelightofdawnn

never sneezing and laughing infront of someone unknown, once i start ─ there's no going back.
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thelightofdawnn

raised by a very present father.

thelightofdawnn

might as well get ' handle with care ' tattooed over forehead.
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thelightofdawnn

tough nut to crack.
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thelightofdawnn

fragile as a paper flower.
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thelightofdawnn

& i miss ─ my daughter, ours

thelightofdawnn

might feel good. but no
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thelightofdawnn

tiny fists snailing around neck, face nestled on the curve of shoulder, legs draped around waist
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thelightofdawnn

the simulation of him, fluttering around 
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thelightofdawnn

the single parent─the warrior.

thelightofdawnn

memories─dry fluttering leaves, are peeled off and swept away with time. nothing stays forever. the spring is to reminisce their vague existence with everything new.
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thelightofdawnn

things become bearable with right people around.
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thelightofdawnn

¿

thelightofdawnn

even slightest pain of any kind might start to strike something deep within because of something that had happened to someone close.
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thelightofdawnn

children, letting go of their grandparents. 
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thelightofdawnn

the mother losing her life during child birth.
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