TheMasterMammal

So I’m back on Wattpad I’m so sorry I’ve been keeping all of you waiting for new updates of my books. So many things are happening in my life and it’s making me sick to my stomach, my mum passed away on February 2ed and I had her funeral on May 2ed and a couple days after my mums funeral my uncle died of fighting cancer for 8 years. And I’m so mad at my dad I should not call him that he has never been in my life for 26 years and he said how Evil she was how she took me away from him saying he should’ve killed my mum years ago and saying bad things about my family and close family friends and now I’m pressing charges on him with my mums sisters my aunties. I’m just so tried of everything in my life, I’ve been through a lot I feel I’m in a war against everything and it’s like I can’t win. So many things are happening and it’s going to fast for me. I promise you guys I’ll do my best to work on my books just know I’m busy and going through a lot of stress and things in my life. Thanks 
          Mammal out

So yesterday at 9:00 am I put my mums ashes to rest in and all my family members and friends that are close to me that are more then friends to me they are my family. My mum was my rock my hero my protector in my life then I became hers after. Without her in my life it feels like there’s nothing to my life anymore to live for I know my mum wouldn’t let me say and think that for myself but I really do miss her a lot. She was only 66 years old when she died, she was born in 1959 died in 2026, now she will never see me get married to a girl and she will never be able to hold her grandchild that’s what breaks my heart and soul for the rest of my life. She always loved the hot summer days now I’m going to not enjoy the summer days without her. RIP mum until we meet again in time. 

Hey my friends and followers have you guys chech out my new book? It’s about ezra as the Mandalorian and Sabine as the Jedi. I hope you guys like it and tell me your guys thoughts about it. Let me know a couple of my old books you miss me working on and I’ll work on it.
          
          MAMMAL OUT! 

Hey my friends and followers I’m back trying to write my books still it’s hard to make ideas up but I’m trying and I’m working on some on my older books so please stay tuned for that. I’ve been very busy and depressed still it’s been 5 weeks since my mum passed away im getting the help I need now I have friends and family and friends on Xbox one and ps5 helping me out too, it’s just that I loved my mum so much she was my rock my hero in my life and I feel like part of me is died with her. Like I said I’m getting help now but I’m still fighting my inner demons, there’s so much going on too like my family members don’t want me to stay at their places so they put me in a group home with 5 older people that makes me so uncomfortable and the stuff here are treating me like one of the old people here I just want out find my own place to rent too live in not here I feel like I’m in jail here. So wish me luck to get better and to get me out of this group home before I go crazy on the old people here and wish me luck to find a place to rent out soon. 
          
          MAMMAL OUT! 

Hey my friends and followers sorry I have been on Wattpad for awhile I have a reason why. I’m very heartbroken about it and my life means nothing too me anymore…sigh my mum died last Tuesday morning and I’m so depressed right now about it so that’s why I haven’t been on for so long on Wattpad sorry I’ve been so long 

Hey guys sorry I’ve been gone for so long and I will explain why. I’m in pain I am going to a dentist appointment soon they have found out I have more wisdom teeth then four they found out that I have 3 more then 4 and a couple other teeth of mine have to be removed too before I get infected and they found an infection by one of the teeth back of my jaw has they found it in time so they put me on antibiotics and pain killers to not let me get a bad infection so that’s why I haven’t been updating my books because I’m in way to much pain and all it’s hurting me and it’s stressful and stress me out too much. The dentist appointment too remove theses teeth of mine hope will come soon this month hopefully soon I can’t take it the pain is to much and if they don’t remove them soon I will myself that’s how much pain I’m in so wish me luck and prayers that I’ll be well and get well too I would really appreciate that. 
          
          MAMMAL OUT! 

Hey guys I’m sorry I was gone for so long I’ve been in a spot that I was in the dark. I felt alone and more when my mum went back to the hospital. I was thinking my life was over I was sad but my friend she and my best friend hold me together in that moment of darkness I was in. I’m back into the light and alive I’m well but still like it’s not filling gone but with help your guys help and I need some support from you my friends and followers I’m just tried of things going in my life. My family is like fighting and it’s putting to much stress on my mum it’s ripping me apart seeing her like that. So I’m sad but I’m back by my friend and my best friend but I’m asking you guys too to help me I’m fighting a battle I can’t win against by myself here. 
          
          And remember the force will always be with you all…
          
          Ps Arthur mogran once said
          “Revenue is a fools game” 
          
          Mammal out. 

Hey guys mammal here sorry I haven’t been able to update but I’m back.
          
          It’s November 1st just a couple days until 11 or 12 too remember our fallen soldiers and hero’s who died to fight for a better world for us too live in. Let’s remember them moment of silence for them all to honour them by. My great grandfather he fought in ww2 he was born in 1909 he was a sgt, I can’t be more proud of him for fighting for a better future for all of us too live in. May God our father bless their souls in heaven, they are now soldiers of heaven, amen. 

Hey guys sorry I haven’t updated my books I’ve been busy lately in my life once more because of stuff. Sigh will I’m moving out once more out of my mums home she doesn’t need my help my family has been saying to her so I found a place to live now sad about going leaving my mum with her health reasons in her life. But I’ll be updating my books once more soon I found a job so I’m busy now so yeah but I promise u guys I will soon update. 
          
          And remember the force will always be with you all….
          
          MAMMAL OUT! 

Hey my friends and followers so I’ve been sad lately because my mum fall down at my house a couple weeks ago and she’s still in the hospital but she’s getting better at the moment and she has a disability it’s hard to explain but she’s only like 74 pounds so she’s not doing well so I’ve been taking care of my mum before she had her accident in the backyard. I blame myself for not being there when she fell I feel like hell and I hurt because of it. My friends took me in so I’m staying at their place but still I’m hurting because I feel like it’s my fault what happened to my mum. I should’ve had been there for her but i wasn’t. My next door neighbour told me they called 911 to help her they did so my older cousin picked me up and took my dog with me, but like I said I’m with my friends place now and my dog is being taken care of by my older cousin and his wife and son. So yeah I fell like my life is falling apart because how I wasn’t there for my mum at that time. I’m trying my best to get over it but I’ve been trying too update my books but I’m taking a break from Sabine and Ezra known as Sabezra, I know you guys like my books of them but I haven’t had any ideas for my books but I’m trying a new book of about the bad guys but just with Mr wolf and Diane, so if you please read it and tell me what you think of it that will make me feel better very much so. But I’ll try my best to get back too Sabine and Ezra as soon as I have any ideas for them. 
          Just wanted too let you guys know how I’m doing and feeling. 
          
          And remember the force will always be with you all….
          
          MAMMAL OUT!