themicrowriter

I thought that when I'm finally off the roller coaster situation I had last year, things will right themselves. Yet, here I am, months later, doubting my self and abilities. The words of that selfish person who told me I am worthless and I cannot accomplish anything on my own still ringing inside my head. I wish there is a button somewhere in my person to reset things. I wish I could return to that confident girl I was before I thought I found my forever. 
          	
          	Sigh... I was just ranting. I need to shake this off before the depression get worse.

DevorrahBagares

@pautamik kaya mo yan! Aja! You aren't worthless, that i'm sure of. Cool mo kaya!
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themicrowriter

I thought that when I'm finally off the roller coaster situation I had last year, things will right themselves. Yet, here I am, months later, doubting my self and abilities. The words of that selfish person who told me I am worthless and I cannot accomplish anything on my own still ringing inside my head. I wish there is a button somewhere in my person to reset things. I wish I could return to that confident girl I was before I thought I found my forever. 
          
          Sigh... I was just ranting. I need to shake this off before the depression get worse.

DevorrahBagares

@pautamik kaya mo yan! Aja! You aren't worthless, that i'm sure of. Cool mo kaya!
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NelsieArmadilla

@pautamik don'f stress yourself. We will wait. Basta hwag mo lang kami basta iiwan na nakabitin. Take care and we love you.

themicrowriter

@NelsieArmadilla hindi naman ako mang iiwan. Last year was just stressful for me. I was just getting back on my feet now. So aside from getting my bearings, I am slowly catching up on my writing backlogs.
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themicrowriter

I apologize if I have been flooding your notifications or if I am not updating the story that you were waiting for. I am currently reorganizing my folders where I've written my stories and saw some files that were not published. Rest assured that I have not abandoned my stories and will update them very soon.

themicrowriter

If it wasn't insecurity, it's something else. *sigh* Real life always know when to get in the way of my writing. *sigh* 
          
          まあ～　まあ～。　大丈夫ですよ。　笑顔になります。がんばっても。

themicrowriter

@pautamik Hayy naku. Dapat talaga ipa-barangay mga ganyan. Anyway, I'm feeling depressed lately. Everytime I thought I can get back to writing one thing or another will happen. I'm just praying that things will change for the better in a few weeks. Balak ko nga bumalik pag anniversary na nila e. Hahaha. 
            Thanks for your message. I appreciate it. ^_^
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ackrielle

@pautamik uh uh I received two notif one from you with the word "sigh" 
            and from @iamRam2333 with the same word "sigh" in less than 15mins
            "What's happening in this world?" (bossing's voice hehehe) 
            me: just got back from brgy. office reporting an unknown neighbor intentionally cut our newly planted Palm Tree  :(  just because we requested them to vacate the said place for they are illegally occupying it "sigh" 
            hey! cheer up everyone, 1 year wed anniversary na pala ni Alden at Maine akalain mo yun? naka isang taon na hahaha!! waley?   havey? sorry!!  :P
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