I thought that when I'm finally off the roller coaster situation I had last year, things will right themselves. Yet, here I am, months later, doubting my self and abilities. The words of that selfish person who told me I am worthless and I cannot accomplish anything on my own still ringing inside my head. I wish there is a button somewhere in my person to reset things. I wish I could return to that confident girl I was before I thought I found my forever.
Sigh... I was just ranting. I need to shake this off before the depression get worse.