~Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection~

"Who the fuck are you? and why are you in my cabin?" 

Lily sighed as she looked at the centaur, "you know i hate interviews..." The 18 year old muttered, she had hair that started black but went down to a bright purple, "i know...but only this once child! i promise."

"yes im depressed, so what? your happy, why do you care?"

~Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back~

"well fine, Hello random people, im Lily black, your normal average depressed, PTSD, Anxiety, disappointing half blood! im a daughter of Poseidon, and i dont give two shits about that.." "Lily black.... i said-"  "shut it horse, your told me to do an interview and im showing them who i am!" Silence came from the centaur, a slight nod was all that was given, "anyways..." 


"i was always alone, my mother killed herself, my stupid dad left, and well i guess if  i left too that wouldn't matter?" She asked as she glared at the camera, "call me a drama freak and an attention seeker all you want...just remember...you have no clue who i am..and what i've been through..want a background check? i'll give you one...just dont accept anything pretty." She then walked away. 

~Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom~ 

~Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back~