R, H & L

i’m sick :(

stream turbulent by waterparks 

so i just ranted and it deleted itself so here we go. 
          
          in a summary, my family don’t care about me, i lost my best friend months ago and it’s slowly eating me away, i literally have no friends and never leave the house, i have a weird obsession with ceilings because i stare at them when i can’t sleep, i’m really narcissistic because my family never ask me anything about ME, i feel like such a slut for no reason, i want to be loved or at least just liked by someone, and life sucks and i wanna die. 
          
          have a nice day/night. 
          
          love, rayne. 

so i just wrote a whole ass rant about me hating life and it DELETED THE WHOLE FUCKING THING. KILL ME NOW. 

*aggressively hits drums while crying and listening to goner*

hannah: ugh i got no sleep last night
          kellin: you know, when you can’t sleep, it means someone’s thinking about you
          hannah: who the fuck is thinking about me at three am every morning?
          me: *gay panic*

My new account is up! My first story too!
          https://my.w.tt/LLw1APozTV

hey! rayne here!
          
          i was thinking of logging out of this account and making a new one? 
          
          i’m still going to use this one, and update my stories, but i have too many stories on this one and SO many ideas for more, and i just think that maybe it’s a good idea?
          
          i don’t know. tell me what you think!

i need help, concerning a new story i may or may not write. 

ifeellikeshit™️