Goodbye...you
Thank you for showing me something I have never known, neither felt
Thank you for being the first one to have me and the last one... for a major amount of time
Thank you for never having a thought about me, it taught me that actions speak more than words and that alas... my heart is sickly fragile
I can barely count all the days I thought of you, all the nights the image of you kept creeping into my mind, keeping me awake from dusk till dawn
You became a part of me in such a short amount of time, proof that I am as naive as they think
And I was nothing to you, not even a passing thought, I was a distraction…on rare occasions
Thank you for making me feel worthless... it kept my feet on earth, maybe you thought that my ego was too big for my small height
Well, thanks to you... I have nothing left
And even after all of this (and I barely stated your actions)... I don't hate you
On the contrary, my heart still beats
That is a good sign I guess…but I hate and will hate myself for it everyday
But more than anything, thank you for leaving without saying goodbye, it would have been too hard…for me