i wish i never made friends , i wish i never found comfort in other's presence , i wish i didn't feel depressed , i wish i was good at smth , i wish i never found kpop , i wish i never had wattpad , snapchat or any online friends .
If me being lonely and unhappy would help me have better grades , then i wish i could just do that.
but im too addicted with the idea of having friends who appreciate , i 'm too addicted with the feeling of warmth when im with them
i wish i never neglected my studies just to be there with my friends
i just wish i wasn't the way i am. i hate this vaibhavi.