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i love our Philippines, but people in here makes it harder.
          
          war is creeping here and there but many of you are so unserious. this is reality guys, im really worried sa future natin at ng bansang 'to. be wiser when voting for the next election (kung makakaabot pa ba.) 
          
          seriously, kapag nangyari nga, my su1c1dal impulse would act up before a bullet or something nuclear bomb gutted my body.
          
          take care y'all 

am i the only one?
          
          i feel like something is wrong with me.
          
          i was raised by romance novels, and was a hopeless romantic idiot. but why cant i get into a normal relationship like what normal teenagers do?
          
          a girl confessed she has a crush on me. she's hella smart and seems to have no finacial difficulties. she told me im out of her league, but that's what i should be saying to her, why would someone like her would be interested to a loser like me? 
          
          anyway, im attracted to her so we've been talking and seeing each other, kaya naputol nanaman ang streak ng update ko sa watty because nagtatampo siya pag super late ko mag message, and hindi rin naman ako makapagsulat kapag may iniisip na tao. and now, im realising how taxing it is to deal with someone (we're not even dating yet). 
          
          matagal na kasi akong nasanay mag isa. i learned how to enjoy my own company and love the feeling when i don't have someone else bothering me. no matter how much i liked them, wala talagang exception kapag naubos ang social battery ko. and fucking hell how tiring it is pala dahil need niyo mag talk everyday?? every hours? how about my hobbies? paano ako makakapag focus? eh yung 'me time' ko? 
          
          sinabi ko sa friend ko and she says na ganon daw talaga, mababawasan daw yung mga pinagkaka abalahan ko pag nakikipag deal sa isang tao. and i think hindi pa ako ready doon :)) i will end this in a mature and proper way.
          
          life is not all about love after all, 
          
          im fine rotting alone, thank you.

my health is deteriorating:DD and life isn't getting any better after graduation 

i wanna have some friends who also writes! pero ang hirap lumabas sa lungga ko because im not a socially decent type of author, i mostly write smuts and erotica which most of people find repulsive. nowadays, ay common naman ang ganitong genre pero let's be real, mas acceptable kapag sulat 'ingles' kaysa filipino, especially if the authors are careful and uses censorship. while me, well... i have no shame writing the details in tagalog using very vulgar terms. it's just unfair that some are disgusted at it while praising the other smuts written in english. parehas lang namang p0rn ah? trinanslate ko lang ang 'dck' sa language natin, titi at burat. 
          
          
          whatevs, byeee

wow..i must be really comfortable at this app writing these paragraphs.
          
          u guys enjoying to read? good thing you don't know me in person huh (ㅅ´ ˘ `) dw i might be a brainrot on the internet but im really a harmless sweet highschool girl in person (not applicable to perverts and myself, ill st4b them if given a chance and myself too bcus i hate me ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა

goodness! im literally s(creaming) rn jokeee! eh paano ba naman kasi! may isang author din na nilagay sa reading list niya ang story ko! shet, when i read her works, nalaglag ang panga ko dahil sa writing skills niya. ohmygod...how did she find a liking in my junk..? hindi lang ako makapaniwala dahil naisingit pa ako sa preference niya. kinikilig ako and super shyyy! ang dami pa namang wrong grammars sa kmn idk even know if im doing the right pacing and forgive me molly because im scared that i'll disappoint her later on, not only her but also the other readers.
          
          uhm whatevs, jus gonna write what i have planned anyway.
          
          but aarrghhhhh so hard that she likes pink too and it's cute, let's kiss! 

u guys hv a that one classmate who is a quiet kid? bad at public speaking and essays but definitely a math wizard. doesn't also talk much and has small cof. i do have one and im trying hard not to eat him alive. so hard being part of femdom community, a real struggle to fight urges not to flirt with him and dominate his submissive ass on the spot. why am i like thisssss whenever there's a cutieee, palagi nalang pumapasok sa isip ko na angkinin sila (not in a bad way, just want them to be mine)
          
          been like this since i discovered a part of me when i was 9th grade. kaya single padin at nahihirapang magka lover, bukod sa detachment issues ko, i also want to wear the pants in a relationship, but man, dealing with people is hard and tricky. nasa bingit din ng extinction ang mga submissive boys because duh, our society demands for "sigma males" lmaooo, stfu and bend over boy.
          
          whatever im fine with fictional men, fvck them creatures with dangling balls, they r disappointment in real life.

i like school: just the classrooms, white boards, white tiles, not the teachers and my classmates. school is a place for me to go because i don't want to stay in my supposedly home that doesn't even feel homey at all.
          
          i like uniforms: it's convenient to wear them, you don't have to think abt what clothes to put on. however, no matter what i wear, men would still look at me lecherously. makes me wanna commit a murder in broad daylight.
          
          i like kissing girls: real, im a virgin lol and my first kiss was my girl cousin when we were kids. im a pansexual with a heavy preference in women. i write straight stories though. i wanna kiss girlllsss becus men sucks
          
          i like porns: isn't it obvious?

i gained that 49 followers when i published a 'pure' straight up erotic book. if you're wondering why u follow this acc, that must probably the reason but ig u wouldn't be able to recognize me now and tell which is which.
          
          may mga stories ako sa account na'to but i stop writing and took a long longggg break dahil nareport :)) it honestly sucks dahil madedelete ng tuluyan ang pinaghirapan mo pag nareport at hindi na mareretrieve pa. nakakalungkot lang at nakakawalang gana. i know that my genre is not for young minds, nagbibigay naman ako ng warning pero ganon padin ang nangyari.
          
          sighed, writing is really hard. leave me and my words alone.

nothing to see here, just my dump account. will post rants or so so.
          
          stories? hmm..