i wanna go to the mental hospital again i miss not being at my house and at school i literally hate being harassed for my religion and for not liking some popular wanna be cool kid like bro?? i swear im gonna fucking jump off a whole damn 100 story build. fuck i want to shoot myself dead but i cant own a gun for like 8 or 6 years bc my mom signed a whole damn contract grahhhhhhh
i am so fucking unmotivated gahhhhhhhhhh im supposed to write two smut stories that are actually pretty easy for me but rn i dont feel like writing smut and idk when i willl *starts sobbing*