thetorturedmess

holy water

thetorturedmess

when i wake up, i'm afraid
          somebody else might take my place
          when i wake up, i'm afraid
          somebody else might end up being me

thetorturedmess

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you're too mean, i don't like you
            fuck you anyway
            you make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs
            it hurts, but i won't fight you
            you suck anyway
            you make me want to die right when i
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thetorturedmess

keep on dreaming, don't stop breathing, fight those demons
            sell your soul, not your whole self
            oh, if they see it when you're sleeping, make them leave it
            and i can't even see if there's hope there anymore, so
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thetorturedmess

"you want me to kill you. no. god knows i want to, but you don't get to destroy who you are. you'll go back to prison, and you'll live the rest of your miserable life in a cage knowing that you'll never have evelyn. that this world rejected you. it beat you. i beat you."