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laceyy check your discord <3

Literally in love with your profile pic <3 would love to message you more on discord!! can you remind me your username on there?? Cant believe i never got the notif you replied back to me the other day

So Din Djarin’s surname is Din and his given name is Djarin. Most fics just refer to him as Din. It only occurred to me recently when I was rewatching Mandalorian and Grogu is given the name Din Grogu. How do we feel about this? 
          
          I’m still writing CABUR and it came up that I should be having Theron call him Djarin especially the closer they get. It feels weird because everyone calls him Din lol but I think I’ll go the other way for this fic. 

It has been an AGE since I’ve even checked Wattpad! So sorry friends, but I missed you all! (: Currently attempting to write more for CABUR (Din Djarin), EYES TO SEE (Dean Winchester), and I think I’ll also take another look at writing more for PAPER TIGERS (Barry Allen) today while I’m at it. 
          
          Mini life updates: 
          - I have a new kitten, she is black and white and her name is Binky. Officially, Jar Jar Binks. She’s crazy. And I love her. 
          - All 3 of my cats are finally over their sickness (they all had respiratory infections)! 
          - I am back to working full 24 hr shifts at work & on a truck as normal again. 
          - I get out of the military in like 9 months and I’m really happy about it. 
          - I assembled a new bookshelf in my room and a dresser! Yay. 
          
          Let me know how you all are doing and what you’re up to! <3 

Promise I’m still alive, lovelies. <3 I’ve been one busy bee! How’s everyone doing? 

Me want more movie *cries.*

I think my coffee could use some whiskey :') but in other news, I have 2 full chapters done on my new Dean fanfic and I'm working on number 3 today so progress is going well. I think writing is easier when I don't feel like I have to publish my chapters as soon as they're done and like I'm not falling behind because nobody can even read it yet since I haven't posted anything. 
          
          Y'know... how the writing process is supposed to go LMAO. I think most Wattpad writers fall into that hole where we get instant gratification from posting, say, an extended summary or our casting lists and then what happens to the actual book? The actual writing? It becomes neglected or never published or an idea with lost inspiration because we got that instant dopamine hit on our idea already. 
          
          And the fantasy of it is far greater than having to sit here, tired as all hell at work, writing everything out. Obsessing over what details to put, re-reading the previous written stuff so you're not having any plot holes or continuity issues. Writing is hard. And I love all of us for even writing anything. 
          
          All of this just to say: I've decided I am not going to be publishing anything of my next fic until it's done. 100% done. And I think I'll continue to employ this with my other works, but right now I am laser-focused on one Dean Winchester.

New Dean pfp because I'm in too deep. <3

I have graduated to NO WALKING BOOT finally. No formal physical therapy as of yet because they’re giving me a chance to stretch out my ankle on my own ig, so at least that part of my life is okay. I did, however, gain like at least 10 lbs in the time I’ve been injured and I honestly think that was the worst part of my day today. My average before injury was 210-215 and now I’m at like 227. 
          
          My biggest struggle for a long time has been my weight. I have always tied my self worth to whatever number shows up on the scale. 
          
          I’m not sure when that started for me or when I started to obsess over it but it’s been like this for years — the obsession. I’m honestly scared I won’t be able to shake it or lose the weight and get back to 180 like I used to be before I started working in EMS. So I guess I’m still anxious and stressed; my financial stress, my weight & food noise, my feelings about myself and how I feel like I don’t really have anyone at times (I have that thought almost every single day). But I don’t have to worry about the injury anymore so that’s one less worry. 
          
          Maybe things will be okay? It’s hard to convince myself of that right now but I’m trying. Another void post, sorry I’m doing those so often lately. Some days are good days and some are bad for me. Today is a bittersweet mixture of both. 

My Supernatural / Spiderwick fanfiction is officially in the works! Titled EYES TO SEE, features a male oc named Everett Remington paired with our wonderful man Dean Winchester set in the fictional town of Ravens Gate, Wyoming. It's not strictly a SPN / Spiderwick crossover but it has elements of Spiderwick such as the mushroom circle, Mulgarath appearance, and a house brownie I've lovingly named Brindlewick! Currently plotting out the story; I have it set up for 3 acts, maybe somewhere around 18 chapters give or take, and I'm going chapter by chapter right now. 
          
          I'll probably start to publish after I have the first act written. Just wanted to update you guys on this since some of you were interested! Let me know if you'd like a DT when I publish it. (: