theyspian

got triggered by a song that didn't even have a connection to the event. (i dont think so anyways) so is it rlly a trigger? does anyone else go through that?

catoslatibule

@theyspian it hasn't happened to me, but yeah I think if it triggers you, then it counts or whatever as a trigger. 
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theyspian

I am crying as I write this. Stephen Sondheim was one of the greatest writers in existence. He had such a way with lyrics and song. I was honored to perform one of his musicals, Into The Woods. His music helped me through really tough times, and life in general. I hoped one day I would be able to live up to him musically and lyrically, and I still do. Words can't express how sad I am that an American theatre giant is gone. I'm so thankful I got to live at the same time as him and experience his stunning musical works.

theyspian

*peeks out from hole* 
          Um… hi! 
          
          
          Wow, it’s been a while! I said I would come back months ago, and as y’all can see that didn’t happen. Anyways, you’re probably wondering why. Took a break because I was really busy and then life just got more and more chaotic. Taking this long break also helped with my mental health (lol it’s still not good but we won’t talk about that) and it also gave me the chance to find myself again, i don’t think anyone remembers but for a little bit i was in a terrible place. I’m so sorry if anyone tried to reach me for something urgent, I didn’t even go on wattpad much, just to literally read a fanfic a few times and then off again. I’ll be back now, I missed y’all! I’m sorry to say I probably won’t be posting and having conversations every day and a ton like I used to, but I’ll still do it. And thanks for sticking with me for all of these months and such. It truly means a lot. I was surprised to see that all of my followers are still here, and then some! Some life updates: 
          
          - Dying my hair soon and i’m v excited!! 
          - I came out to my family and taekwondo studio and it’s been a process, but I am a lot happier now. 
          - pretty sure i’m actually genderfluid and not demigender, but still identifying as trans. honestly i’m just existing right now hehe. 
          - in the process of choosing a new school that i’m moving to at the start of the next school year. won’t say why or where cause ✨my friends tried to find my account and that was scary✨ but its looking like i might be going to my top school choice so far! 
          - made a TON of new friends when i went back to school this year. they’re amazing and so supportive!
          - my principal deadnames me and misgenders me so i’m retailing now. more details to come. 
          - still using rhode on here, not my real name but i still want some anonymity. 
          
          
          Thanks for sticking with me. Here’s to more adventures and convos together. 
          
          -Rhode

theyspian

OH UM ALSO I HAVE A GF NOW FORGOT TO SAY IT. they’re the sweetest person on earth and i’m incredibly happy with them. <3
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theyspian

3 things: 
          1. Running into popular and mean girls at your former toxic school who spread rumors about people is not very fun. (Happened today and oh god I wanted to disappear) 
          2. My parents push me too hard in certain aspects of my life and I’ll never be good enough for them (in some skills, hobbies, etc.) 
          3. I’m gonna come out as trans to my Taekwondo studio tomorrow so… wish me luck (Coming out via a letter to the instructor I trust the most and I’m terrified)

theyspian

@im_satisfied haha so… I didn’t end up doing it because our printer broke and I didn’t have time to write the note
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catoslatibule

@theyspian good luck coming out!! Hope it goes well!!
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