inhale and release

I'm back bitches

hey besties, i'm back, i'm bi, im not as cis as I thought.
          anyways, how are y'all?

I spent today and yesterday wandering my school under the guise of going to tutorials. Well, I do go for a bit, but it doesn't take me from 2:40-3:15, so I use those extra... I don't know, 20 minutes? to explore all I can for my school. I'm determined to find a quick and easy was onto the roof that doesn't involve climbing the field house while the football team is out. It also helps calm my   . It came out of nowhere sometime in December and I've felt terrible randomly. Like, for the past week, I seriously considered inhaling water during swim, or take one too many pain killers. But I'm having a doctor's appointment soon, so I can't disappoint my parents. I also have two (2) crushes. One of them likes another girl, another is straight. I also learned that I'm not alone in loving my friends so much I hate them. I mean, absolutely despise them. I get to my lunch table and I want to burn it sometimes, but it's just because I hate feeling. Love. Bc it makes me vulnerable. that was a lot, ty for reading or not. xx

hey fellas it took one advil and 3 excedrin extra strengths to get my shoulder to stop hurting :) irresponsible swimmer tingzzzzzz

Can't believe 30 of my 31 notifs were from a single comment thread calling Gavin Lestrade a bunch of diff G names 

Went back to in person school and I'm rly happy :) my friends are cool

Taking 5 Advil PMs was a mistake I'm sosleepy not

Also on a scale from 1-10 how lonely do your friends sometimes make you feel bc

my parents are good at swearing bc they don't do it often lmaoooo

someone tell me WHY the emojis don't show up here ☺️