thisaintmattia

For my Aussie boys, I would never forget my second family. Your music was and is a bop. It saddened me that I wasn't very much paying attention to you four. No words can describe how I feel for you guys, from covering songs to performing your written ones. I'm reminiscing those moments where I would laugh so loud at you guys' kik videos, I miss those days where it was all chill and I was a multi fandon fangirl.  I would do anything to bring back those days and experience it again for the last time. You and One Direction mold the person I am before and right now. I will always be proud to say that I experienced the "edgy" directioner and emo phase all at the same time. As of right now, I am not a part of any new fandoms, I think it ended a year ago when I wasn't feeling the same emotions as I do when I was young. I am turning 17 this year, and even though I don't want to end my fangirl phase, I can't fight the urge to not feel the same things as I do. This is the first time in months that I felt the excitement and my first time in YEARS yes YEARS that I did t sleep because of a band. I miss those days and I wish to relive my hardcore days again. Again, I, as a fangirl will never leave and will always wait for new things that you will give even if it will be in the next couple of years or even a decade. 
          	
          	A. 

thisaintmattia

For my Aussie boys, I would never forget my second family. Your music was and is a bop. It saddened me that I wasn't very much paying attention to you four. No words can describe how I feel for you guys, from covering songs to performing your written ones. I'm reminiscing those moments where I would laugh so loud at you guys' kik videos, I miss those days where it was all chill and I was a multi fandon fangirl.  I would do anything to bring back those days and experience it again for the last time. You and One Direction mold the person I am before and right now. I will always be proud to say that I experienced the "edgy" directioner and emo phase all at the same time. As of right now, I am not a part of any new fandoms, I think it ended a year ago when I wasn't feeling the same emotions as I do when I was young. I am turning 17 this year, and even though I don't want to end my fangirl phase, I can't fight the urge to not feel the same things as I do. This is the first time in months that I felt the excitement and my first time in YEARS yes YEARS that I did t sleep because of a band. I miss those days and I wish to relive my hardcore days again. Again, I, as a fangirl will never leave and will always wait for new things that you will give even if it will be in the next couple of years or even a decade. 
          
          A. 

thisaintmattia

as of now I am part of three families, the Directioners, 5SOSFam and Armys. All three are close to my heart, as a fangirl over learned how to multitask and I, myself is aware that I'm not good at it. If you read my book about bts you know the struggle I faced back 2016, it was after 1D was officially on hiatus for 18 months which turned into 5 years. I wasn't feeling it anymore, I thought I have no chance to regain my fangirl self. But then a year after I met my other family, the armys. At first I just wanted to know their names, it's true that's where it all starts. I still remember it like it was yesterday. It was January of 2017, trying to know which is who and then I started to enjoy their music, I love their music, I love those 7 talented boys. As we all know that year was when they got nominated for a bbma, after a year of not even being active on Twitter, PSA I lost my 1D accounts. I started using Twitter again, I wasn't sleeping for days just for the votes to go up and help people who's hashtag was wrong. I enjoy it so much that I even broke my phone, all of it was so worth it, the days I haven't slept, rt-ing tweets in 10+ of my different accounts. I was happy once again, I felt alive and I felt strong. Ofc, we won and that's where my lovelies was noticed, different interviews in different states and countries, collabs with good artists and good music that has a good dance to it also. As they say, world domination. I don't like it when others would compare 1D and BTS, they are two different bands with different set of members and genre. I don't see the reason as to why they would do that. I love my British boys and I love my Korean boys, ofc I love my Aussie boys too. I'm very happy and proud of what all of our boys has reached and will reach in the future. I will continue to support them even if I know I haven't fangirl in months, not years mb. 
          
          A. 

thisaintmattia

as a directioner, I wanna say thanks to One Direction for "woking" my inner fangirl once again after years. Happy 10th Anniversary to the boys who made my 10-11 years old fun and unforgettable. I cried, didn't sleep at such young age and learned how wattpad and Twitter works. For the directioners, y'all are my first family and I love you all. For my 5 talented mofos, I'm so proud of you boys, I will always be here and yes I now admit that you 4 or 5 will never be in a band again, but you know what those years that I spent with you guys are so enjoyable and I will always keep those memories close to my heart. Thank you for everything, I've always love all of you. And to Zayn,  almighty Zayn you were so close to my heart, the first time I saw you in One Thing I fell inlove with your beauty and talent. Don't tell the others but you are my favorite, when you left 1D I was devastated but I know you're doing what's best for you. I'm proud of you always, I'm proud for all of you. Again, happy 10th anniversary to you and us.  I'm so happy to see you all succed in life, I'll always be here cheering. I love you boys with all my heart, my first family and will always be the family I feel so welcomed to. 
          
          A.