i know that no one will read this but over the past few days ive literally felt like my life is falling apart but i dont want to bother anyone or complain. ive done nothing but cry in the past two days and ive been crying a wholeeee lot. i cant sleep anymore because i cry too much and i cant stop overthinking. i want to be positive but i just cant. i want to ask for help, but theyre either never there anymore or i dont wanna annoy anybody. i feel so helpless against myself...
there are some people will ask me whats wrong but some of them who do really dont care and i just dont know how to deal with anything anymore. im sorry for the rant that no one asked for. i should go anyways. sorry..