thisishardpartofday1

uk what, I'm like really truly fed up with being nice does anyone get that, like my instinct is to be nice and I hate it, it makes me seem like a pushover, you know what mean?

thisishardpartofday1

Hey guys, if you read my stories than im sorry for not posting and i wont be for a little bit im going through alot of really hard stuff and i just have so many mixed emotions and i literally cant trust in no one to just be their for me who already knows what ive previously been through and im questioning alot of things and im not okay i havent told anyone yet, but its like i thought things would be over but everything gets worse and the worse part is everyone thinks they know what im feeling and that i openly express myself but i dont and i dont know what to do and im just really overwhelmed sorry if you dont rly care but yeah and if any one ever needs someone to talk to message me because ever since 7 years old my life goes down and i learned to listen and understand some people so i wont judge you and please dont judge me covid-19 obv had a huge impact and stay safe dont let yourself be dragged down by the negativity aroung you, thanks for reading, i dont know when or even if ill come back, thanks you for reading, sorry if this takes up time to read or if your annoyed or something, goodbye for now - i cant say my name for certain reasons sorry but......sincerely, me