
thisissweeeet
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(TW vent) it's my birthday! I've made it this far, huh? How irony.. Cause while it's my birthday, I'm still thinking about death. Like, why am I so miserable? But then again, is it worth it going this far? Why did I even go this far for? I never got what I wanted. I never get what I've dreamed of. All I could ever see myself for is as a burden. I want to follow my dream but is it worth it to sacrifice whatever they've ever dreamed me to be? Is it worth it to see how heavy is it for them to finally give up their dream for my dream? Is it worth the price? Am I really finally gonna be happy if I do it? But the most important question is, what do I want? For fuck sake, Fluffy, what the fuck do you really want? You're so busy trying to live up to those expectations to the point that you have lost. What you really want has been completely thrown away and God, I can't find it. They keep asking, "What do you want?" "What are you going to do?" "Is this really what you want?" For God's sake, shut up, I don't know, okay?! I don't know...

thisissweeeet
@ch0i-danie1 aww thank you dearr i will try my best to come back stronger and i want you to know that your words means so much to me <3
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ch0i-danie1
@thisissweeeet I just saw this , happy late birthday! And I really hope and wish that you find the will to live , us lost people should stick together no ? I'm happy your back and I hope you're feeling better now , remember that there's always someone who's waiting for you in the future or now , god always has a plan and a reason for us in the end , you might literally save someone's life just by existing! I mean how big and great is that ? You CAN and you WILL find the goal of your life , and don't forget that pleasing people ISN'T the only reason that you're living or maybe it's not the reason at all ! You might feel as a burden or that you're scared might see you as one but of course not all people see you as one or if someone thinks of you like that at all ! And finally remember that what really matters is what you want not what people want .
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