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I have six tests and a quiz in the next three days, not evenly spread out at all
          I also have to finish a project that's due Wednesday (the middle of the week ffs)
          
          I am. not doing well

Ok I'm on my period and holy damn I have such mood swings.
          I started crying uncontrollably at the table because I didn't like how my food looked. My mom (who understood It's probably because I didn't like how it looked without me needing to explain) removed all the toppings off the meat and portioned it for me. Then I didn't like how much sauce the rice soaked up so I would occasionally just start crying quietly but pushed through so I would have something in my stomach

I still can't believe I found my absolute soulmate on this app. I love them so much <33

This was actually a crazy year
          I learned a lot I think and got closer with certain people (:
          Befriended and cut off, dated and broke up,, started learning Chinese!! Very much a rollercoaster of a year XD
          These next months will be a stressful nightmare for me thooo so I'm just enjoying the holidays. I hope everyone will have a good year (:
          

Happy new year!!
          
          It's so loud here right now O.O
          
          Hope y'all have a good time!! :D

HAPPY DISABILITY MONTH!!!

HI MY BEST FRIEND JUST DREW SOMETHING WONDERFUL THAT I GENUINELY THOUGHT WAS DONE USING A STENCIL FOR A SEC BUT IT'S NOT AND I'M AMAZED BUT THEY'RE COMPLETELY PLAYING IT OFF AND I'M JUST???? HELLO??????? SINCE WHEN??????

I don't wanna go to bed yet, I wanna sit down on my bed and be surrounded by plushies as I explore worlds not all that to a lot different than this one. I wanna drown in stories and universes and pretend that this life doesn't exist at all. I'll read until I feel myself no longer bothered by my problems, until I'm nothing but a mosaic of all the stories I've read

OH YEAH, HAPPY LATE PRIDE MONTH!!

I'm neurodivergent and my main love language is telling people information. It's kind of acts of service. 
          I explain shit All The Time and I do it because it's my way of telling them "Hey, I love you and I want you to be educated, so I'll share my knowledge with you" (It's like 'hey! I like this rock, this rock is cool, I'll give it to my friend') and yesterday I was talking with two of my classmates and I found out that the reason why most of my class dislikes me is because I do that. They dislike me because to them, what I'm doing is insulting and  rude. I didn't understand this until now. Good to know.
          
          I won't stop, but at least I understand people better.