Has it ever occurred to anyone that the National Hopeline is always busy.? Like here I am, visiting the site so I wouldn't end up cutting tonight (I'm on a two week streak and I need some help) and it says offline and I'm thinking, "Who the hell wants to commit suicide on a goddamn Monday night at 9:22 pm?! Move over for the people who really need it!" and then I realized that I shouldn't need help in the first place, so I went and cried in my closet. Can someone help me?