~fallen angel~

          He said I cheated so many times, but that was an assumption...
          Oh, the many times you broke me.
          The many times ive cried.
          The many times I could not take it.
          I never cheated once. Im not like that at all.
          
          Now...He cheated. He really did.. 
          It left you broken, didnt it?
          Does he now know what I felt when I was hurt by his assumptions?
          Do you know why I struggle to forgive him?
          
          So many parts of me hate you...
          But is it bad that I still love him?
          
          How can I still love him when he has broken me so many times?
          
          He is my second Ex.
          My first, he only broke me once. Like a knife to the heart...
          The second...well...imagine 27 knives to th heart.
          
          But how do I still love him?
          How?
               How?
                    How?

          What would you do if you saw the 'cat scratches' on my arm?
          What would you do if you saw me crying?
          What would you do if I said I was fine, but noticed I wasnt?
          What would you do if I was standig on a chair, with a rope around my neck, ready to kick the chair down..?
          

We all live to die.
          But its our choices in between that makes life more enjoyable

WUBBA LUBBA DUB DUUUB

2nd dream just posted in the dream journal. Im honestly spooked still, I just woke up an hour ago because of it. Its 2 in the morning right now...

I have recently created a dream journal, for those of you who may be interested in reading.