Why is it that as soon as I start to feel better, you come around and say you'll be here tomorrow when it's all a lie and you don't know when you'll be coming back? Why do you act as though you're happy to see us when you won't visit when you're 5 miles away? Why do I even forgive you when I tell myself you aren't my family anymore? Why do I say you're my brother when you walk away from me just after you say you will be here tomorrow......only to disappear for years.