mars

hello, it’s been a long time, hasn’t it. well, i unpublished all of my previous work as i feel it no longer represents the maturity i’ve fought so hard to drive into my head over these past few years. i believe i will start publishing again, with this fresh start. things are different for me nowadays. life has changed. i have changed. my social circle is nonexistent. i am thinking i’ll begin posting again soon. we’ll see.
          
          much love to anyone still here to read this xx

Hello all, little newsflash/update here 
          
          If you didn’t notice, I unpublished my earliest poetry collection “In A World Like This” because (assault tw) I feel as though there were many graphic or uncomfortable things said about my trauma in the past. It was written in a time of my life when I was still ignorant to the fact that what had happened to me wasn’t normal nor okay. I am however including many of that collection’s poems in the book that I am currently writing, so they aren’t going to be anywhere where you will never read them again. As I go through my poetry, I see many poems I want to exclude or edit for various privacy reasons or other things I feel shouldn’t be potentially read by my family members, so I can’t say I won’t be unpublishing other collections as well. Anyway I am excited for my the future and hope you guys will support me when I get my work published!
          
          Much love,
          thoughtsbymars 

I hope everyone is staying safe and doing okay. The world is frightening nowadays; the US in particular. If you need someone, please don’t hesitate to contact me. I can offer a listening ear, consultation, or I can simply be a friend if you need one. Much love xx

1k reads on “Try Again”????? Almost 500 reads on “Back Then” and “In A World Like This”??? MY MIND IS BLOWN. THANK YOU✨
          
          But in all seriousness, I was so broken and lost when I wrote those poems. I am still, all this time later, picking up pieces and finding cracks here and there where that person used to be. So, it is with such humble appreciation that I thank you guys. I love sharing my secrets in the form of poems for you to read. It helps me cope in more ways than one.

Hello loves~ Here’s a life update.
          
          Hurricane Laura hit my hometown on August 27th, and brought a lot of destruction with it. My house is unlivable due to water damage. After being homeless for a month, we are now in a rent house, and let me tell you, it feels so good to have my own room again.
          
          I’ve had so many bottled up emotions weighing on my chest lately, and I have new motivation to write more poetry. Also, I am, excitingly enough, working on a two books that I am hoping to get published!
          
          Lastly, I’ve been trying to work on my music when I can. It’s hard to find quiet nowadays to create tracks, but I have so many songs in my head that I need to get out and into the world.
          
          I truly cannot wait for what the future holds and hope you all will be there with me for the journey. Thank you to all of my new supporters and readers. You truly mean the world to me 

I read your book "ashes". Its beautiful and wonderful. Here I am a total stranger connected to your words and share same feelings. :)
          
          
          And also I accidentally have the same title, same genre and theme poetry book as yours. Any day when you have time, check it out and let me know what u think.

good news, my mental health is trash and that means creativity is peaking. im thinking about sitting out next semester due to rona and will push myself to write more. hope you guys haven’t forgotten about me <3

updated ‘in the wreckage’ for the first time in a very long time.
          
          currently have an on-campus job for writing so i’ll probably be updating and publishing more things in the near future as more ideas come my way.

people really need to mind their own business, especially when it comes to the sexuality of others.

Every time you’re name is mentioned, I feel sick. Aren’t you happy now that you have them all tricked?