It's actually embarassing how fast I get overwhelmed, like I was in a good mood today, made two whole presentations for school tomorrow (which took until 1 AM) and was ready to go to sleep, but then I saw that my bestfriend, a girl I considered my soulmate for almost 4 years, who left me for someone else, texted me again, gaslighting me because I choose to stay on my own rather than run behind her, and now, I'm shaking, can't breathe and can't really sleep. I feel like throwing up.
I'm turning 18 in 3 months, why can't I function like a normal adult? It makes me so mad how much anxiety takes over my life & and I wish I had someone I could vent to, but I don't, and it makes me even more mad.