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Hi everyone im back 
          I just posted an explanation in my newest book on what all happened and why i was gone for so long ( sorry about that ).

I got bit by a bunch of mosquitoes and i dont have my medication to stop them from swelling . One bit my ear like seriously my ear and now my ear itches and is a kinda red color because the bite is irritated because I dont have my medication. So I now have to deal with this untill I can go to the doctors to get more . I hate my alergys so much right now . Like alot .

yo happy pride month guys

ok Im watching a Shane Dawson conspiracy vid and then the subject of jk Rowling not writing the Harry potter books and all I thought was wtf then he Said that he himself didn't beleve this and I had a sigh of releaf cause I was ready to come for him in the comments but what do u think about this?

ok Im watching a Shane Dawson conspiracy vid and then the subject of jk Rowling not writing the Harry potter books and all I thought was wtf then he Said that he himself didn't beleve this and I had a sigh of releaf cause I was ready to come for him in the comments but what do u think about this.

Hi guys and a happy New Years to you guys 
          This year I want to start to do things that I've been neglecting for awhile so here is my list of resolutions 
          Yes resolutions meaning more than one 
          
          1 . Talk less 
          Reason I feel safer sometimes in my own head verses in the real world 
          2. Focus on my school work 
          starting next quarter I'm going to temporarily stop using my wattpad as much you all may not realize it because it doesn't show up in my history that I've been on but I have and a lot so I'm going to limit how much I'm on here
          3 . Taking care of myself 
          I have issues with eating I don't have an eating disorder but I sometimes can't force myself to eat and I need to start exercising more now that I no longer swim every week I might start dancing 
          4. My mental health 
          I have axitiy attacks sometimes or stress really just gets to me and I find myself lost in a sea of what ifs constantly so I might take breaks from a lot of things. 
          5. I'm going to start to learn Korean 
          I mean I've already started but I want to know how to speak and understand Korean 
          6. Draw more 
          I think this is self explanatory 
          7. Post more in YouTube 
          I have a YouTube chanle but I only have 2 videos and the first is extremely cryingy 
          But those are my goals for 2019 
          See u soon bye

First off HAPPY V DAY if u don't know what that is 
          I have 3 word for u 
          BTS Taehyung  Birthday 
          Or if u don't speak fragment
          It's Taehyung's birthday today 
          Second i was at glazes too and I'm sick as well I blame crystal  cause I woke up at like minding and suffered for 3 hours trying to wait it out and eventually I was like nope screw it grandma can I have something to make my fricken headache go away .

My version of jingle bells 
          
          Jingle bells 
          Christmas is hell 
          I wanna kill myself tonight  
          My axitiy is higher than my GPA 
          My head hurts
          So jingle bells 
          Christmas is hell 
          Sing along if you agree 
          I don't think I'll make it long enough to get my degree 
          But that's just me

Hi , merry Christmas everyone or what ever holiday you celebrate. Hope u have a happy holiday. That's all byeeeeee

Welp that settles it I'm dumping my boyfriend I wanted to for a couple days now And all he does is want to talk about our relationship and it's going south fast I mean if we only started dating on Friday and it's Monday and I alrady regret ever dating him i need to dump him tomarow ,So Glaze , Minnow ,Crystal ,and Stem Pls let me yell at him all the hell I want I don't want to be in a relationship with someone who can't see anny of the issues with us dating I cnt date so on who is unrealistic about our relationship, because that's what he's being unrealistic 
          I'm putting myself before anyone else from now on 
          
          Here is something to remember 
          it's harder loving yourself than someone else 
          And that's true