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Hie tae! I have a feeling that it's you ♡ I ALWAYS tried to tell you this but always failed... I just want to tell you how much I love you. You have no idea how much I admire you. Always stay strong. I am always with youuu. It might sound cringe but not a lie. I have loved you for years and i will do until my last breath. 

You start dying slowly
          بە ھێواشی دەمریت
          
          If you do not travel
          ئەگەر گەشت نەکەیت
          
          If you do not read
          ئەگەر نەخوێنیتەوە
          
          If you do not listen to the sounds of life
          ئەگەر گوێ لە دەنگەکانی ژیان نەگری
          
          If you do not appreciate yourself
          ئەگەر نرخی خۆت نەزانیت
          
          You start dying slowly
          بە ھێواشی دەمریت
          
          When you kill your self_ esteem
          کاتێک ھەستی ڕێز لە خۆ گرتن لە خۆتا ئەکوژی
          
          When you do not let others help you
          کاتێک ڕێ نەدەیت کەسانی تر یارمەتیت بدەن
          
          Walking everyday on the same paths
          ھەموو ڕۆژ بە ھەمان ڕێدا بڕۆی
          
          If you do not change your routine
          ئەگەر ڕۆتینی خۆت نەگۆڕیت
          
          Or you do not speak to those yo don't know
          یان قسە لەگەڵ ئەو کەسانە نەکەیت کە نایان ناسیت
          
          You start dying slowly
          بەھێواشی دەمریت
          
          If you do not change your life
          ئەگەر ژیانت نەگۆڕیت
          
          When are not satisfied with your job
          کاتێک ئاسودە نیت لەگەڵ کارەکەت
          
          Or with your love
          یان لەگەڵ خۆشەویستەکەت
          
          If you do not risk what is safe for the uncertain
          ئەگەر سەرکێشی نەکەیت لەگەڵ شتێکدا کە دڵنیانیت سەلامەتە
          
          You start dying slowly
          بەھێواشی دەمریت
          

Today is my birthday.  Another year has passed in my life.  I learned more, saw more, cried more, and laughed more.  I learned more, became more resilient, and saw my sons again, more and more. And oh my heart is so happy I'm going to my crush's house today.
          
          12/ 4
          ℬ ℴ 95

Two days left until my birthday

ئــــــانــــــیــــــا تـــــحــــســــیــــن

편지 (نامە)
          안녕하세요,
          어디선가 이 글이 당신에게 닿기를 바라는 마음으로 펜을 들었습니다. 당신은 저에게 단순한 아티스트 그 이상의 의미를 가진 사람이에요. 당신이 세상을 바라보는 따뜻한 시선과 특유의 감성은 언제나 저에게 큰 위로가 됩니다.
          가끔 삶이 지치고 힘들 때도 있겠지만, 당신의 곁에는 항상 당신을 응원하고 사랑하는 수많은 마음들이 있다는 걸 잊지 않았으면 좋겠어요. 당신의 목소리가 들릴 때면 제 하루는 평온함으로 가득 차곤 합니다.
          항상 건강하고, 당신이 좋아하는 보랏빛 풍경처럼 매일이 아름답기를 진심으로 기도할게요. 당신이라는 존재 자체로 이미 충분히 빛나고 있다는 걸 꼭 기억해 주세요.
          언제나 당신의 꿈과 행복을 응원합니다.
          보라해.
          
          ئـــــانـــــیــــا

I'm so happy.   Only nine days left until my birthday. And I was born early in the morning.  I was thinking about what to do this year. But I guess I'll buy a cake and take pictures ten days after my birthday.  And I grow older and look at the past at how much I have changed and how much I have improved.

I'm crying. My sister and parents are going to Jordan and they will not take me and my younger brother and sister.  But I have a hell of an idea.

عاااااااااااا
          یەک دوو سێ
          رۆژێک لە رۆژان
          ئێمە دەفرین 

I get strange ideas. What if I went to bed now and went to sleep after I woke up our house was gone and no one was there. and our house doesn't exist????