I Wish I'd Had A Mother Who Baked Pies... Instead Of My Face

So. I'm alive. And also writing again a little bit. Tho I won't be active here cause I read on ao3 and probably won't publish anything anytime soon and also all my friends here are probably long gone so there's just comments on my old books which I'm scared to look at plainly bc I fear the cringe past me would inflict upon my current self.
          
          Anyway the point I was supposed to make is that it's a fantasy au and I had the wild though of just making kirishima a. Human. Instead of a dragon. Wild, I know. Cosplayers have too much power over my poor soul.
          
          Also I got accepted into uni for english language culture and translation. That's probably a very shit translation but I don't care rn. Which is nice. I'm moving like 5h/60€ train ride away from my family, terrifying. Even tho I've already been living on my own.
          
          Tldr, I'm writing again and will give further notice if I get around to publishing that. Got accepted to uni, yay.

I swear you’re my favorite author— I can’t with you rn- you’re HILARIOUS! Save me before I die laughing- SOBBING XD

Encanto grabbed my face and spat on it

OH MY GODS I HAVEN'T TALKED ABOUT TSATS HERE YET??? I'VE BEEN HARRASSING PPL THROUGH MY SNAPCHAT MYSTORY FOR MONTHS BUT I'VE JUST COMPLETELY IGNORED THE FACT I HAVE A FANDOM SPACE TO INFODUMP WTH
          
          anyway I'm super upset I haven't gotten my hands onto the new book yet. Like. I want it now but I couldn't order it till today bc shit happens and only amazon delivers here out of the options that were listed on Rick's website. And I would have had to wait for like 2-3 weeks for it but now I can get it on the 10th-16th (if I ordered it at fawking midnight (LIKE I WAS GONNA BUT THEN I WAS A DUMBASS AND THOUGHT "maybe they'll have it in the bookstore before this day =S) I coulda gotten it on the 8th-15th, fuck me all the way to hell okay). But if I finish toa (don't judge me, ive been procrastinating on it cause tbh I don't give a shit about like. 70% of what's happening cause I don't care abt apollo OR meg) before that (I'm on the 3rd book, well see if I care abt frank and hazel in the 4th or nico n will in the 5th, hopefully. Bc this is kinda excruciating) I'll maybe just buy the ebook cause I cannot keep it in my pants for 1-2 weeks

The problem with writing fics with trans characters is that sometimes u gotta give them a deadnane and I personally find that just a lil too cringe

Okay why didn't I have blond hair in a boy way like my blond hair was girl blond and not boy blond so I started growing it out and dyed it brown bc it made me so dysphoric but then it faded out into a boy blond and I like it but the roots are Real and I can't just dye them to match the now boy blond parts of my hair

So. Wedding day is the most important day in a woman's life, right, why don't we say that about men
          
          I've never heard anyone say it's the most important day of his life
          
          Interesting

Did all the Yamaguchi kinnies just become Suga kinnies or what

I don't think I realized the importance of seeing realistic depictions of people whose experiences you can relate to in media before I read cemetery boys like today

I just got called a twink and honestly. Just call me a slur at that poind damn