MESSAGE TO ALL OF YOU X
I started 6th form in September 2015 thinking my life was pretty good. I had two very close friends (for this sake im going to call them Lucy and Mary). Mary went to the same 6th form with me and Lucy went to college.
Thats when everything went downhill. Mary started to develop anorexia which she had before but she also had a habit of lying excessively which i wanted to confront her about. But i promised myself that i wouldnt, that I would stick to being her friend throughout. I started to develop signs of depression and my home life wasnt great. I was miserable. I would go to school sit through lies, being ditched and then come home and feel miserable.
Then there was Lucy. At the end of the 1st yr in 6th form, she befriended some old people who went to the same high school. I didnt want to push into the friendship group as i didnt want to come across as jealous. She then started to change, became more selfish, would ditch me for them.
The moral of this story is that i am now finishing 6th form without Mary and Lucy as my friends. I told Mary what was on my chest and Lucy disconnected herself from me. But the people who you think matter in your life, may end up not being. I always thought that in 10 yrs time i would still be friends with them. But im not.
And im a happier person because of it. Dont let anyone make you feel worthless and miserable, cut them from your life as its the best thing you can do
Tia x
I was feeling inspired
(Damnn if u read all of that)
