i tried to end my life last night and in the process of almost going through with it, i realized i didn’t really want to die. i promise that none of you really want to die. you don’t want to never wake up again and never be able to listen your favorite music, talk to your friends, feel the sun on your face, you don’t want to let those go. please if you ever feel like this, talk to your friends, they do care & they would be devastated without you or call a hotline. if you don’t want to talk on the phone to the suicide hotline (1-800-273-8255), then text the crisis hotline (741-741) and say start or hello. they were extremely helpful for me. don’t give up. even though i know my life isn’t going to get better anytime soon, it will eventually, because nothing lasts forever. stay strong.