tiffanie_a

wtf was wrong with me

tiffanie_a

pt. 1 - im back yall it’s been forever. my life has been a movie and still is. i was away for so long because i fell in love , for the first time too ! he was my bestfriend for three years and apparently he was in love with me from the moment he first saw me. i had always saved my first kiss for someone so special and i gave i to him this summer. he moved away to texas tho but we were okay since we were so in love . he started school before i did and since he had just moved there he was living with his family like his aunts and uncles and cousins . we couldn’t facetime as much anymore and he had started working and joined his school track team so there was basically no time for me. i had started school a few weeks after he did and i had reconnected with a long lost friend from elementary who i was super close with and made a lot of new friends , and reconnected with even more old ones . we slowly drifted apart but barely still and i tried my best and so did he. he even showed me off to his friends at texas and there was this girl i wanted him to not talk to since he had confessed to me that he was really down for a whole month since he had thought she was attractive and even thought in his head that if he and i don’t work out then he’ll date the girl. i became acquaintances with a few of his friends and one day he texted me a huge paragraph saying that we shouldn’t be together anymore and that he just isn’t gonna have time for me anymore. i was so in love with him and he was even in pain letting me go too, i cried for days but we stayed talking to each other and eventually we tried to be together again but it was never the same. and then i found out that while we were together, before he texted me saying we should break up , that he had cheated. and with the girl i literally begged him to stop talking to.

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pt. 2 - that broke me so much but i was blinded by love i kept talking to him. he actually only admitted it, the girl told me abt what happened. she’s an absolute angel and i even knew it was the guy i was with that had started it. they only made out , they never fucked or anything but i became good friends with the girl and i still am, we ft a lot too. she’s truly a sweetheart. well i’m not a hoe but i did get with one guy who i actually like so much and way too much , and we got together but HE is a hoe, a huge one. and welp im in love with a hoe. he’s two grades above me but only a year older  . his brother is in my grade tho and i have two classes with his brother. needless to say even tho i’m so in love with that hoe, he got me really sad and mad, just upset cause now it’s like nothing ever happened between the two of us.  so i got with his brother :D. idk if the hoe knows i did but i still am súper in love with him :/ but i’ve made so many really good friends so like i said , my life is a movie ; fell in love for the first time, gave him my first kiss, he broke me out of my shell, he cheated on me, i became good friends with the girl he cheated on me with, i got with a hoe and fell in love with him , i ended up getting with his brother too yet i still only want him and now about 10 other guys are still trying to get at me . i wonder how the movie’s gonna end.
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